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Part 1

Amanda was sitting in the main room of the house not knowing what to do and or say. It was early that Friday afternoon and she had the whole weekend to do nothing but relax and let the nanny do what she had hired her to do. Amanda thought back over the events of the past few years that had lead her to come to the nanny's house and the events that lead up to her wanting to do this.

As Amanda sat there waiting for the nanny to come back into the room her thoughts drifted back to when she first started having these urges. She was a teenager who just turned 18; she was normal by all means of the word. Then that one eventful Saturday morning came into her thoughts.

She was at home alone her parents were out of town. She had wanted to experiment with her feelings of wanting to be a baby and she thought to herself: Well Amanda it is now or never. You are home and there is no one else here. You were brave enough to go to the store last night and get the things that you thought that you would need. You are sitting here in your room siting on your bed with diaper sitting right next to you. You even went as far as to make yourself a bottle. Come on Amanda all you have to do is lay down on it, pull it up between your legs, pull the sides together, and tape it on. That is all there is to it. You have wanted to do this and now you can. All you have to do is do it.

As she sat there on the bed looking at the diaper, that she had pulled from the package. As she sat there all she could do was look at it. She felt like it was something that was bad and she was doing wrong but there was a part of her that wanted this more than anything. She finally reached over and picked it up.

As she sat there holding it she kept thinking to herself: Come on Amanda all you have to do is lay down on it. That is all. That's what I can do I can lay down on it and see how it feels.

She took the diaper and unfolded it and opened it to its full length and width. She just sat there on her bed looking at the diaper she could not believe that she was actually doing this. She then finally got up the courage to lie down on the diaper. She laid down on her bed, still in her pajamas, took the diaper and slid it under her body. She then pulled it up between her legs and held it into place: this is not too bad. Why was I worried so much about this? As a matter of fact this is quite nice. Now all I have to do is pull the tapes and it's on.

So with little effort at all she pulled the sides of the diaper up and taped them into place: Amanda why are you wearing your pajamas under this diaper? The diaper is supposed to be under the pajamas and not over them? Well I am just seeing how it feels first and then if I like it, then I will put it on under my pajamas. And if you don' like it then what are you going to do with the other ones that are in the package? Yea that's right had to buy the biggest bag they had didn't I? Well I guess I will cross that bridge when I get to it.

She leaned herself up into a sitting position on the bed. When she did, she heard the diaper underneath her rustling: that is a sound I have not heard in a while. I like that sound. I wonder how I look? I am going to go and look at myself in the mirror.

When Amanda stood up and was making her way to the other side of the room, so that she could see what she looked like in the full length mirror, all she could hear was the rustling of the diaper she was wearing: This is totally weird. That rustling noise is loud enough that anyone around me could hear it, but I like it.

When she got to the mirror and saw the person standing in front of her she almost went into hysterics: Amanda what are you doing and why? I look so weird but I feel totally relaxed. Maybe if I put the diaper on under my pajamas I won't feel so weird. Not to mention I will not look as weird as I do now.

She made her way back over to her bed and laid back down. She undid the diaper she was wearing, leaving it in place under her, and then took her pajama bottoms down to her ankles. When that was done she then laid her naked bottom down on the diaper. When her bare skin hit the liner of the diaper she felt totally weak inside. She just fell into the waiting hands of the diaper and laid there. After a few minutes she reached down and pulled the diaper up tight between her legs. At the very moment that the liner of the diaper hit her crotch she was in totally ecstasy. She did not know what to do with her self.

Amanda just laid there in thought: this is great why did I wait so long to try this? I have wanted to do this for as long as I can remember and I am mad at myself for waiting this long.

She tried to let the diaper go so that she could tape it into place but she did not want to let it go. She did not want to lose the feeling of security that the tightness of the diaper gave her. After arguing with herself for a few moments she finally was able to let go and tape the diaper into place.

After a few minor adjustments, and a few pulls of the elastic bands, she had the diaper on just like she wanted. She laid there with her hands on the top of the diaper not wanting to move: this is so relaxing I love this. I am going to lay here all day and enjoy this.

As she lay there she found her hands wanting to explore the inside of her diaper: why do I want to do that? Why do I want to put my hands in my diaper? This is so weird but I love it. I know what I can do. I can drink from my bottle.

Amanda leaned over to her nightstand and got the bottle that she had made for herself early that morning when she had decided that she was going to go through with this. She took the bottle and laid down with it. She then took the bottle, stuffed the nipple into her mouth, and started to nurse. While she laid there drinking from the bottle she pulled her teddy bear close and held him in a death grip. Within only a few minutes Amanda was in a total relaxed state of mind and did not have a care in the world. As she laid on her bed nursing her mind drifted off to another place and also another world. Before Amanda knew it she was fast asleep.

After an hour or so past Amanda woke and found herself in a wet diaper, laying in her bed, with a bottle and her teddy bear lying next to her. For the first few moments she was in terror and did not know what to think. And then when she was finally awake she remembered the events that lead to her being where she was and also the way she was dressed.

A small smile cam across her face, "I can't believe this. I wet myself. It feels weird but for some odd reason it feels nice. I had better get myself cleaned up."

Amanda got off her bed and went over to the bag were she had all of the things that she had purchased the night before. She pulled out a package of baby wipes. She then went back over to her bed and laid back down. From there she untaped the wet diaper and started to clean herself. When she was satisfied with her cleaning job she laid there in thought: should I put another diaper on or should I go ahead and get dressed? Oh what the heck why not get another diaper on?

She walked back across the room, grabbed another diaper, and the baby powder. She then went back over to her bed and started to diaper herself again. As soon as the diaper hit her bare skin the same feelings came back to her. When she was finished she stood up and took a peek in the mirror: now that looks a lot better. It looks a lot better with out my pajamas hanging out from the sides of the diaper. This is not as bad as I thought it was going to be. I like this and I am going to have to do this more often.

As Amanda stood there admiring herself in the mirror she let out a little giggle, "Oh yes, I am going to have to do this more often. I am enjoying this." Amanda went back over to her bed and picked up the baby bottle and her teddy bear. “I think I am going to go into the kitchen and try and find me something to eat. That formula was good but it did not fill me up.” Amanda left her bedroom and was heading for the kitchen when she heard the sound that her diaper was making when she was walking, “this diaper makes a lot of noise. I sure am glad no one is home or I would be busted.” As Amanda walked down the hallway towards the kitchen the top that she was wearing just swayed in the wind. The diaper that she was wearing could be readily seen with out a problem. Amanda was so happy and also excited that she had finally decided to do through with this. She was dancing around the kitchen looking for something to eat when she finally decided on some cereal, “this will work. I am going to get a bowl of this and then go and watch some cartoons.”

Amanda had the bowl of cereal in hand when she went into the den. She plopped down in the lounge chair and hit the button on the remote control. When she plopped down in the chair and also when she was sitting in the chair her diapers did nothing but rustled: this is so neat. I am actually sitting in the living room watching Friday afternoon cartoons in nothing but my pajama top and a diaper. This is so neat.

As Amanda sat there in the armchair watching cartoons and eating her cereal she thought to herself: Okay, it is Friday afternoon mom and dad are outta town and I have run of the house. What am I going to do this weekend besides stay home and do nothing?

 

Part 2

Amanda was sitting in the chair when the set of commercials came on the TV she started to pout; “I hate commercials they keep me from seeing my cartoons.” Amanda started to get that familiar urge that she knew real well. She sat there and debated with against herself. “Okay, I am watching cartoons, the commercials are on. I need to go but I am wearing a diaper. Should I wet my diaper and then change it later? But what if it leaks?” As she sat there arguing against herself her urges grew stronger. And with in only a few seconds she broke and ran for the bathroom. As soon as her hand hit the door frame of the bathroom it happened.

Amanda was standing there in the door of the bathroom with her diapers filling with warm fluid. No matter how hard she tried she could not stop it and she could not move. All she could do was stand there and let nature take its course. She told herself, “Well I guess this answers it. I am going to wet on myself.” Amanda started to break down and started to cry. The tears welled up in her eyes. “I just wet my pants.” She ran into her bedroom and threw herself on her bed and buried her head into her pillow.

As she lay there she kept thinking over and over again: I am just 18 years old and I just wet my pants. I like the feeling of wearing the diapers but I wet my pants. There is something wrong with me. I want to wear diapers and I just wet myself. What is wrong with me?

Amanda lay there on her bed crying into her pillow in the diaper that she had wet only moments ago. Then the urge came over her again. She was too distraught to even move from her present position so she just lay there and let nature take it courses. And with in a few moments her diaper was reaching it maximum limit.

Amanda turned on her side and looked at the soaking diaper she was wearing. Still crying and in tears she decided to go and get a shower so that she could clean herself up.

As Amanda waddled into the bathroom with the soggy and drooping attends clinging to her she was flabbergasted at what had happened. She did not know how to react. She did like the feel of wearing the diapers but she was distraught when she lost control and the diaper was there to protect her. Amanda walked into the bathroom and closed the door. When she did she caught a glimpse of herself in the full-length mirror that was hanging on the back of the bathroom door.

As she stood there looking at herself in the mirror she thought to herself: Amanda what are you doing? Is this what you really want? You were so excited when you first put that first diaper on. And now you are standing here in a wet diaper. Amanda what is wrong with you. You are supposed to be 16 and not 3. You like the diapers but you wet yourself what is wrong with you?

Amanda pushed the thoughts to the back of her mind for the moment stood in the shower and started pulling the tapes back. When she had all of the tapes loose she let the wet diaper fall to the floor of the tub. When the diaper hit the floor is made a wet soggy slap and Amanda just stood there looking at it. Knowing that she was the one that only a few moments ago was wearing that nice and fluffy dry diaper and now it was soaked like a wet wash cloth. She started to sniffle again and then realized that it happened.

She took the cold wet limp diaper rolled it up and taped it up. She then tossed it in the trashcan and turned on the water faucet. While she was waiting those few seconds that it took for the water to warm up she let her thoughts flow: I like the feel of the diaper but wetting myself that was different. I almost leaked through that diaper. But if I wear them should I wet them. That was a scary feeling. I wet myself I have not done that since I was potty trained. I feel so dirty right now. Why did I hesitate and why did I wait that long that I could not make it to the bathroom.

Amanda reached down and started the shower. When the warm water started to flow she let all those dirty thoughts and feelings go with it. Amanda was standing there in the shower letting the warm water do it’s job to make all the cares go away. Amanda cleaned herself up, turned the shower off and pulled the curtain back. She reached and pulled a dry towel off the rack and wrapped it around her.

She stepped out of the tub and looked into the mirror: Amanda what is wrong with you. You like to wear diapers. You wet yourself. You have a great figure you are small and petite. The guys want you; you are beating them off with a stick because you have not found the right one. You get good grades and you have almost everything that you want. Why did you wet yourself and why do you want to wear diapers.

Amanda pushed the thoughts to the back of her mind as she did earlier and went into her bedroom. She looked over into the corner where the bag of Attends were laying: Yes you want to wear them but what is going to happen if you put them on again you are going to wet yourself again? And what if you do wet yourself and you leak? How are you going to handle that let alone explain it?

Amanda looked in her mirror and told herself, “YOU KNOW WHAT? I LIKE TO WEAR DIAPERS! And if I wet myself I wet myself. This time I am going to put two of them on so that I will not leak. I am tired of this self-doubt and the fear of hiding what I want to do and feel. If people don’t like me because I like to wear a diaper then so be it. If I am the only person in the world that does this because I like too and not because I have too then they can bite me. I am going to do it.”

Amanda walked over to the bag of Attends and pulled one out. She walked over to her bed laid down pulled the towel that she was wearing back so that she could put the diaper on.

When the diaper was on and Amanda was satisfied with the tightness and fit the diaper that she had put on herself she walked back over to her mirror. She took a close long hard look at herself. And at that point she decided that she was tired of being what others wanted her to be. She liked what she was doing and the part of herself that she had found. As she stood there looking at herself in the mirror her thoughts started to drift again.

Amanda looked deep and hard at the person that was looking back at her: Amanda if this is something that you like then go for it. And who cares what everyone thinks or says? They are not the ones that have to do this. You are the one that has to live with this. Now lets get our head on straight. We want to do this, mom and dad our not here, we are here alone so lets take advantage of this. You already have one diaper on and it looks good on you now lets get the other one on. If you wet it you wet it. Just deal with it, change the diaper, and put another one on.

Amanda reached down into the bag and pulled another diaper. She then walked over to her bed and laid down. When she positioned the next diaper under her a thought came to mind, “Okay, the one that I am wearing is designed not to leak how can I fix that so that it will go into the other diaper?” Amanda was lying on the top of the diaper with it pulled up into place waiting to be taped when a thought came to mind, “Okay, I can poke holes in the diaper I am wearing now and it will bleed into the one that I am putting on now. That should give me double the protection in case I cannot make it to the bathroom again.”

Amanda got up off her bed leaving the diaper where it lay and broke and ran into the kitchen. She started digging through the drawers looking for that one special thing that she needed. “Nuts, not in here. I know where it might be.” She made her way into the garage and that is where she found it. “Ah ha there is what I need, right there on the work bench. She grabbed it and ran back into her room like a gold miner that had just hit the mother load on his plot of land.

When Amanda was safe again in the confines of her bedroom she repositioned herself on the diaper that she had left lying on her bed. When she walked in the door and looked at the diaper it looked like a baseball glove that was ready to catch a ball. Amanda was getting really excited and could hardly wait. She jumped onto her bed positioned herself on the diaper. She pulled it up and measured it for good measure and then put it back down on the surface of her bed.

Amanda then opened the utility knife that she had gotten out of the garage. She pushed the blade out just far enough so that it would split the surface of the diaper that she was wearing and not have the fear of cutting herself. When Amanda was cutting the slits in the diaper that she was wearing she kept telling herself, “Okay, I cut myself and have to go to the Emergency Room and explain how I cut myself. I could see telling them ‘I was slitting holes in the diaper I was wearing so that I could get another one on.’ I don’t think so. Okay, almost done here.”

When Amanda was pleased with the amount of slits she had in the diaper she was doing surgery on she checked the position of the diaper that was next to be put into place. She pulled it tight and taped it into place. She then stood up and went over to her mirror so that she could do a physical inspection of her work. A few pulls here and a few resets of the tapes later and Amanda was satisfied with the work that she had done.

Amanda started to make her way out of her room and back into the den so that she could finish watching the rest of the cartoons that she had already missed when she noticed. “This second diaper makes this a lot thicker. I am having a hard time pulling my legs together at the crotch. It is making me waddle slightly. I like this I am going to have to do this more often. I can get into this."

 

Part 3

As Amanda made her way into the den she plopped down in the big armchair where all of this self-doubt came into play. When Amanda started digging around for the remote she noted that this thicker diaper that she was wearing was way different from the one that she was wearing before. She pulled her T-shirt up and looked down at it. “Man this is thick but it feels a little better than the single one I was wearing I might have to try three later tonight I am starting to like this thicker diaper.”

When Amanda finally found the remote to the TV and she tried to get comfortable in the big armchair she found it hard with the extra thickness of the diaper that she was wearing. She tried a few positions and then finally found one that worked. As she lay there spread out on the chair with her diapers exposed from under her T-shirt she did not have a care in the world. She even thought to herself: mom and dad could walk in right now and I would not care. I am comfortable and peaceful. I am enjoying this. I am going to do this more often. This is like being in paradise.

As Amanda lay in the armchair and let the minutes slip away the natural urge returned. When it started to take surface she let it come and naturally her body fought it off. She lay there and the thoughts started to flow again but she fought them off. While she laid there in the chair watching the road runner out smarting the coyote the urge to go started reaching it’s breaking point she tried with all her might to hold it back and then she just let it all go. She felt like she was a dam that let the flood gates open. She got cautious and worried about leaking out of the sides of her diaper but Amanda just let it flow. Amanda just lay there in the chair and did not have a care world she let nature take its course. She was enjoying this and let all the stress and tension go. When the urge concluded its flow Amanda ran her hand around her diapers and checked for leaks. When she found none she was satisfied and just stayed where she was in the armchair and let the diapers do their work.

Amanda continued to be positioned in the armchair watching her cartoons and letting nature take it’s course when a thought came to mind: I like this. I do not have to get up to go to the bathroom during commercials. I can stay here in the chair. This is great I am enjoying this.

Amanda noted that she was starting to get a little soaked and the finale of the cartoons was coming near, so she decided to let the cartoons finish up and then go and change herself. She could tell that the diapers that she was wearing were hitting their limit and she also noted that she was not totally sure how many wettings one diaper could handle let alone two since this is only the second time that she had diapered herself.

She waited for the last of the show to go off the air before she got out of the chair and started to head to her bedroom for another diaper change. When she stood up from the chair she noticed that the diapers that she was wearing had swollen up since they had gotten wet. She pulled up the T-shirt that she was wearing and did a physical inspection of her soaked diapers, “oh yea these are in bad need of a change they are starting to change colors on me.”

Amanda made her way back to her bedroom and noticed that she was waddling more with the way that the diapers had swollen since she had first put them on. Amanda waddled towards the bag of diapers and then over to her bed. She thought about what she was getting ready to do and thought to herself: Amanda, this is your second diaper change are you sure you want to do this. What are you going to do when mom and dad are home? How can you hide these feelings and emotions from them? Amanda think about what you are getting into and what it can lead into. This could lead into an addiction!

Amanda waddled back to her mirror, took a long look and started to think: Amanda you have already made the choice. Don’t second-guess your feelings and emotions. Do this and control it. If it gets addictive, then work with that when the time comes. Right now you are enjoying this and not hurting anyone or anything. Let it flow. Go over there change those wet diapers and get into clean dry ones. You are not hurting anyone; you are enjoying this, let your emotion flow! Quit fighting these feelings and let yourself experience that which you are enjoying. Come on Amanda wake up. For the first time in a long time you are happy! Realize that you have found something that makes you happy and you are not doing what someone else is wanting or making you do!

Amanda closed her eyes took a deep long breath. She took her hands and ran them along the front of the soaked and swelling diapers that she was wearing. She was tired of all her self-doubt and she was beginning to enjoy this with each time that she diapered herself and also when she was able to just let it all go and not worry about the out come. Amanda ran her hand along the back of her diapers as well and the same feelings flowed over her. She has found something that she enjoyed and at to this point she did not care what anyone thought. She was enjoying this and she decided to continue doing it. She did not even notice that she started to wet herself again. It came natural with no hesitation. She was in such a relaxed state that it just flowed and when Amanda noticed that she was wetting again she just let all her cares go to the four winds. She moved towards her bed and waited until she was finished with what she was doing.

Amanda took the two diapers and laid them on her bed. When she finished wetting she reached for the towel that was lying on the bed. She spread the towel out on her bed and then placed herself on it and started to change the wet diapers. When she reached and started to pull the first tape loose she remembered that she did not have any thing to clean herself with and she also thought that some powder would be a good idea. So she made her way back into the bathroom and got the powder and a wet wash cloth.

Amanda then returned to what she set out to do. She laid down on the towel and started to change the wet diapers that she was wearing. When she had both of them off she pulled them from under her and let them fall onto the floor. She was a little startled when she heard the sound that they made when they hit the floor. She then proceeded to clean herself, dry herself and then placed herself right back into clean dry diapers. When Amanda was satisfied with her diaper job she proceeded over to her mirror to do a physical inspection.

While Amanda was looking at herself in the mirror she ran her hands up and down the front and back of her diapers. She liked the way they felt and she did not care what others thought and she had no worry in the world at this point in time.

With out warning the phone rang, Amanda was startled so bad that she wet herself. She walked over and answered the phone, “Hello. Oh high mom. I am doing okay, just glad it is Friday. How are things going out there? That’s good how is dad doing? Okay, can you tell him I said hi? No not sure what I am going to do tonight. I was thinking about calling Julie and see if she wanted to come over. Yes mom I will be good and no I will not have any parties. Okay, mom. Love you, and I will see you guys Sunday night.” Amanda hung up the phone and sat down on her bed and thought about the conversation that she just had with her mom. Amanda wondered if her mom knew what she was doing but then how could she know. Amanda shrugged it off and wondered if she should call Julie and see if she wanted to come over tonight, “but then that means that I will not be able to wear my diapers while she is here.” Amanda thought about this for a few moments and then wondered what Julie would say. She put the thoughts in the back of her mind and picked up the wet diapers off the floor and tossed them in the trashcan.

Amanda looked at the clock in the kitchen it read 5:20. It is already going on 5:30 where did the afternoon go? Then the thought hit her: well let me see Amanda two diaper changes in a little over two hours I wonder. Amanda giggled to herself. She grabbed the phone and dialed Julie’s phone number. “Okay, Julie where are you?” When Julie answered the phone she sounded like she just got done running a marathon. “Hello.” “Julie you okay?” “Yea was in the shower when I heard the phone ringing.” “If I knew you were getting into the shower I would have waited until when you turned the water on and then called.” “Amanda you are mean.” “Hey what can I say? By the way what do you have planned for tonight?” “Before or after my date was called off?” “Okay then that answers my question. Tell you what how fast can you be here?” “Well that all depends is Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt there?” “Yes as a matter of fact they both just pulled up in front of the house.” “In that case I will be there in 5 minutes.” “Seriously how fast can you get over here?” “Well why do you ask?” “Well mom and dad are gone for the weekend and I have the house to myself. And mom said there was no problem with you staying over for the weekend.” “Tell you what give me 15-20 minutes and I can be over.” “Great see you when you get here.” Amanda hung up the phone and just leaned against the counter.

“Okay, Amanda now what are you going to do? Julie is coming over and you are standing here in the kitchen in nothing but a diaper and a T-shirt. What are you going to do? Hide this or let Julie in on your little secret. Amanda you have about 20 minutes to decide then it will be one way or the other.” Amanda just stood there debating on what she was going to do. When she finally decided, “I am going to let Julie in on this and see what she thinks about it. But I better get some shorts on before she gets here.”

 

Part 4

Amanda looked at the clock and with in twenty minutes Julie pulled into the driveway and came up to the door. Amanda heard Julie at the front door and let her in. “Well long time no see Julie.” “Yea what about a total of two hours since school?” They both giggled to themselves. “So Amanda what do you have planned for tonight besides nothing?” “Well not sure as of yet and you would probably not believe me if I told you what I have been doing since I got home.” Julie gave her a funny look, “Amanda I have known you since we were still in diapers. Things you get into does not surprise me anymore.” “Julie you hit the nail right on the head.” “Ok what did you do or should I say what did you get into?” “Well getting into would be the proper statement. Want a coke?” “Sure.”

The girls were in the kitchen when Amanda dropped the bomb. Julie listened to what Amanda had to tell her and she got quiet. There was a brief silence, “Ok, let me get this straight Amanda. You are telling me that when you got home from school this afternoon you got a wild hair and got dressed in diapers and right now you are wearing diapers. Is that right?” Amanda nodded her head. “Amanda if I did not know you better I would say that you are full of it. But I know you well enough to know that you are. Amanda I want to know one thing. Why are you wearing diapers?” Amanda got quiet for a couple of seconds and then blurted out, “I wanted too so I did it.” “How does it feel?” “It is a little weird at first but then it grows on you.”

Julie took all that she just heard in stride and then a thought came to mind, “Amanda do you remember when we were 5 and we were playing house and my mom caught us wearing my little bothers diapers?” “Yea I remember that she kept us in diapers for the rest of that day. And when my parents found out they went through the roof.” “Amanda I think that I am starting to see a pattern with you.” Amanda started giggling. “Well Julie what can I say? You know how I am when I want to do something I just do it.” “Isn’t that the truth? I remember many times hearing about your stunts. So where is your stash? I want to see these things.”

When Amanda and Julie got into Amanda’s room Julie just stood there staring at the bag that was sitting on the floor. “Amanda you think you got a big enough bag?” “That is the only size bag they had.” “Amanda it is going to take forever for you to use all of those.” “Well actually not really I have already used three of them and I am wearing two right now.” “Amanda are you telling me what I think you are telling me?” “What that I have wet myself and changed myself twice? Yes that is what I am saying.” “What was it like? How did it feel?” “Well the first time it was weird but now it is not that bad and it is starting to come natural.” “That is wild. So where are my diapers?” Amanda gave Julie a funny look, “Julie are you being serious?” Julie just looked at Amanda with a serious look; “Well if I was not being serious I would not have asked you now would I.” “Well that is true. Well there is the bag and there is the bed. I recommend two just a single diaper seems not to fit right. I was even thinking about going with three of them when I change these that I am wearing.” “Ok two diapers it is.”

Julie walked over and pulled two diapers from the bag and tossed them on the bed. Amanda turned to Julie and asked her, “you going to be able to get those on or would you like me to help you?” Julie thought about the question for a few moments and said, “ok it’s all yours I have not seen what your diapers look like but it seems to me that you have a good grasp on getting these on.” Amanda dropped her shorts and pulled her shirt up to her waist and started to model her diapers for Julie. Julie started to giggle and said, “I can see it now you on the next pampers commercial.” Amanda smiled. Julie looked at Amanda and said, “you need a longer shirt Amanda your diapers are showing.” Amanda looked in the mirror; ”you know your right this shirt is a little too short if I don’t want my diapers to show. Oh well it is not like I don’t want you to know and you are getting ready to be in them also right?” “Well yes as soon as you get over here and help me get into them.” “Ok then drop your shorts and lay down on the bed so we can get you diapered.”

Julie laid down on the bed and watched while Amanda proceeded to diaper her. When Amanda had the first diaper in place and she reached for the utility knife Julie showed a sacred look. “UM AMANDA what is that KNIFE FOR?” “Julie relax it is so that I can put holes in the first diaper so that it leaks through into the second one. If not then you will leak and the second diaper will not do any good.” Julie relaxed a little but she was still leery with Amanda yielding the utility knife. Amanda cut several slits into the diaper that Julie was wearing and when she was satisfied with her handy work she proceeded to put the second diaper on Julie. When she was done she had Julie stand up so that they could adjust them to make them nice and snug.

Julie walked over to the mirror, pulled her shirt up, and looked at herself wearing the diapers. “Amanda you were right this does not feel that bad and it is a weird feeling but I can get used to this.” “See what did I tell you just wait until you have to go and you wet yourself. That is when the weird feeling is going to come into play.” Julie giggled, “we will see when that time comes.” The girls just stood there for a few moments looking at each other in their diapers both thinking why in the world are we doing this and why have we not done it earlier than now.

“Amanda why have you been holding out on me?” “What do you mean?” “Why haven’t we done this before now? I can see what you were saying that wearing diapers grows on you. We have been standing here looking at each other in the mirror for 5 minutes. I am starting to like this.” “You telling me I have been in diapers since I got home and it is already 6:30.” “Amanda are you starting to get hungry?” “As a matter of fact yes. Let’s order some pizza mom left me some money and I have a coupon.” “Sounds good to me. Hey lets tease the pizza guy.” They both started to giggle. “Julie you mean let him see us dressed like this?” “Sure why not we can put our hair up in pigtails and get two pacifiers. We can give him a real run for his money.” “Julie you are bad. But I like it. I have to think about this one but it does sound like a sneak idea. All depends on who brings the pizza over we might know him.” They both laughed even harder.

Amanda and Julie stood there in the kitchen trying to decide on what they were going to get on their pizza when Julie started to do the pee pee dance. “Julie why you dancing like that if you need to go then go.” “Um Amanda I am wearing diapers and if I go that means that I will wet myself. And if I go to the bathroom then I am going to have to take these off and have you help me put them back on.” Amanda looked at Julie, “Think about what you just said Julie.” Julie thought about it and then showed a contorted look on her face. Amanda could see it, Julie was trying to hold out in hopes that it would pass but time was against her and Julie was losing the fight. Amanda looked at her and said, “Julie just relax and let it happen you will not leak and when it starts it will be over shortly. It is ok I have done it twice that first time is weird. Just let it happen.”

Julie stood there with her legs crossed trying to fight a losing battle and only a few seconds later she lost all control and the liquids started to flow. Julie could do nothing but stand there and let the action take its course. She showed a relieved and then a contorted look on her face and Amanda just watched and remembered what she had gone through just those couple of hours before.

When Julie had finished she had that same look on her face. She looked at Amanda with a look of confusion, “Amanda I um I kind of had an accident.” Amanda confronted Julie, “I know I did the same thing you did when I wet myself for the first time earlier. It is ok look at it this away you are wearing a diaper so you did not make a mess did you?” Julie looked down at her diapers, “Amanda this feels weird I cannot remember when I have felt like this. It is like a being free but still is feels unnatural.” “Julie if you look at the front of your diapers the lines are still yellow right?” “Well yes.” “Well when your diapers get wet those lines turn blue and the cover of the diaper starts to darken up the wetter it gets. Just wait till you wet a couple more times and see how it feels. It is a little weird but you get used to it. As a matter of fact I am starting to like it when I am wet. I don’t know why but it feels different.”

Julie just stood there when those feelings of disbelief of what she had just done. She was a little lost for words that she just jumped into getting back into diapers and now the feelings that she had actually wet herself. Julie stood there thinking to herself: Julie what in the world did you just do? Why did you jump on the chance to get into diapers and now you are wearing a wet diaper. I know you did it because Amanda had did it but if Amanda jumped off a bridge would you do it also?

Amanda looked at Julie, “Hey Julie you ok over there?” Julie was dragged from her thoughts; “Yea I am ok just a little shocked of what just happened.” “I know Julie I had the same thoughts, feelings, and actions when I wet myself for the first time. Julie stood there with her legs shoulder length apart letting the feelings fade off of what just had happened.

 

Part 5

After  few minutes she gained her composer by then the diaper had already started to do it’s job and most of the liquid had already soaked up and it started to gel up. Julie looked at Amanda, “You are right this is a weird feeling but I sort of like this.” Amanda smiled, “See I told you it was different but in a nice way.” With in a few more minutes Julie was back to her normal everyday self and not as upset about wetting herself and her and Amanda were clowning around and scheming on what prank to play on the pizza delivery guy tonight.

 

“Amanda I still say we need to pull our hair up in pigtails and suck on pacifiers when he deliveries the pizza.” “Well Miss Devious Jokester care to tell me how we are going to come up with two pacifiers besides the obvious of going down to Walgreen’s and getting them.” Julie showed a devilish grin, “That is a great idea Amanda let’s go down to Walgreen’s dressed like this.” Amanda gave Julie a funny contorted look, “Julie are you out of your mind? It is one thing wearing diapers around the house but going to Walgreen’s in diapers? Have you lost your mind?” “Nope, not yet but I will probably will by the end of the weekend. Besides you got me into this you were the one that wanted to wear diapers and now here I am standing in your kitchen in nothing but my T-shirt and a wet diaper.” Amanda looked at her, “Well you are cute standing there in nothing but a T-shirt and a diaper you just need you have your hair in pig tails and sucking on a pacifier with a baby bottle and a teddy bear and you would pass for a three year old. With no problem.” Julie started to giggle, “Well speak for yourself you look the same way just missing the pigtails, baby bottle, pacifier, and a teddy bear.”

The kitchen got quiet for a moment and Julie blurted out, “come on Amanda lets put our hair in pigtails!” Julie grabbed Amanda by the hand and dragged her into her room. Julie had Amanda sit on the floor why she started to brush her hair. When she had finished she had Amanda’s hair pulled up and her hair was balanced out perfectly and the pigtails were in place. Amanda then took the brush and did the same for Julie. When the two girls were finished they both took turns looking in the mirror. They were amazed how they had started to transfer themselves back into toddlers again. They were standing there noticing that their shirts where just long enough that they did not cover their whole diapers and when they stood just right their diapers were completely exposed. They felt like toddlers again and were loving every minute of it.

Julie tossed Amanda the pair of shorts that she was wearing when she got there. “Ok Amanda get your shorts and your shoes on. Amanda looked at her funny, “And why do I want to do that?” “Well because we are going to Walgreen’s to get bottles and pacifiers that is why.” Amanda showed a stern look, “Julie I am not going to Walgreen’s wearing a diaper.” Julie frowned and continued to dress. “Well Amanda I tell you what. I will go to Walgreen’s and get what we need and you can stay here.” “Julie are you out of your mind?” “Amanda you have already asked me that twice. No I am not but I am going to Walgreen’s with or with out you and by the way you are starting to turn blue Amanda.” Amanda pulled up the front of her T-shirt and looked down at the front of diaper she was wearing, “yep you are right Julie I am.” “Tell you what if you wait till I get back I will change your diaper for you.” Amanda showed Julie a funny look, “Are you serious?” “Yea I am serious as a matter of fact I am getting ready to go again and at this rate I should be ready for a diaper change when I get back.” “Ok when you get back I will change you and you can change me.”

Julie finished and looked at Amanda, “Well can you tell that I am wearing a diaper?” Amanda did the physical inspection, “well your shorts are bulging a little bit but you cannot tell you are wearing diapers and with your hair in pigtails it really doesn’t give it away. Now the real test is going to be the waddling test. With you having two Attends on you should not but that is a lot of diaper between the legs.” Julie started to make her way to the kitchen with Amanda hot on her heels. “Nope you are not waddling that bad but there is a little bit of waddling.” “Amanda these diapers are starting to get thicker.” “They do that when you wet them.” Julie grabbed her purse and pulled her car keys out, “ok I will be back in 20 minutes.” “Ok that will work. And then we can go from there. What all are you going to get?” Julie showed a devious look on her face, “You will see when I get back.” Amanda knew the look that Julie was showing and was a little nervous but she knew that Julie was not going to do anything to get herself into trouble.

Julie headed out the door and was on her way to the store. Amanda was watching from the doorframe, “Hey Julie why are you waddling?” Julie looked back to her, “Funny I will be back as soon as I can.” “Ok see you shortly.” As Julie backed out of the drive way that same well known came over Amanda as the relaxed and let nature take its course. Within only a matter of moments Amanda was soaked and in need of a diaper change. She figured that she could handle on more wetting before she started to leak but she thought to herself that she told Julie that she would wait for her to get back.

Julie was going down the main strip when she had the urge again. She thought about it and told herself she could hold it till she got the store and then she told herself just let it go. You are in diapers. She fought the urges for a few moments until she could not hold it back any longer and the urge took over. Julie tried to concentrate on driving but with what had just happened she found it hard to do. By the time the process was said and done

She was pulling into the driveway of the Walgreen’s. She proceeded to get find a parking slot and headed into the store. Once inside she got herself a shopping cart and headed down the isles searching for the items that she had came to purchase.

As Julie made her way through the store she thought to herself, “You know I better get another package of diapers. At the rate that Amanda and I are going through those diapers they will be gone by tomorrow night.” Julie made her way over to the diaper section and found what she was looking for and threw two bags into her basket. “There that ought to cover the rest of the weekend and I can take some home so that I can wear diapers when I want too and no just at Amanda’s house.” Julie grabbed a few more items and then made her way to the front of the store.

When she arrived at the check out stand the guy that was running the registered looked into Julie’s cart and then at her. Julie’s stomach started to knot up, “I wonder if he knows what I am up too.” The guy at the register started to carry on small talk with Julie while he was ringing up her order. Julie started to sweat with being as nervous as she was. The guy said, “can I ask you a personal question?” Julie smiled and said, “sure.” “Not to sound personal but what it is like to wear diapers?” Julie turned bright red with embarrassment, “It is not that bad it is something that you get used too.” “Ok I was just curious I noticed that you had two bags so I was going on the assumption that they were for you.” Julie was bright red, “It is something that grows on you and becomes habit. It is just like wearing your normal under clothes just a little thicker.” The guy just smiled at Julie, “You know you are cute. Would I be out of line if I asked you for your phone number?” Julie showed a smile, “as a matter of fact no you would not. And my name is Julie. And by your name tag I can see that your name is Jeff.” “Well not really I just felt like wearing Jeff’s name tag today.” Julie started to giggle. “Ok Julie can I call you tonight?” Julie smiled well I am stay over at a friend of mine’s house tonight but if you give me your phone number I will call you tonight.” Jeff smiled, “that is cool. I will be getting out of here around 8:00 and should be home around 8:30.” “Ok I will call you then.” Julie paid for her order and headed out the door. She turned back around and smiled at Jeff. Jeff thought to himself, “Man she is cute and seems to have a great personality. I hope that she calls tonight.”

Julie tossed all her stuff in the back of her car and took off out of the parking lot. “Julie he was a cutie. And it did not bother him that you were wearing diapers. You got to call him tonight and tell Amanda she missed out.” Julie just giggled to herself with what just happened.”

When Julie pulled into Amanda’s driveway she noted that Amanda had turned the porch light off. And she was coming out to the car. “Ok what did you get?” “Besides a cute guys phone number that worked there?” Amanda was in shock, “You did what?” “I got Jeff’s phone number.” “You mean the cute on that works at the front?” “Yes that’s him.” “Ok Julie how did you do it?” “Well I was standing there while he was ringing up my stuff and he asked me what it was like to wear diapers.” “Julie you are joking right?” “No I am being dead serious. Lets get this stuff into the house and I we can talk some more.” Amanda was helping Julie pull the bags out of the car when she noticed the two bags of diapers, “Julie you got two bags of diapers?” “Yes so that we had plenty for the weekend and I also want to take some home that I can wear diapers when I want too.” “Julie you have certainly lost your mind.” Both the girls started laughing.

When they got all the bags into the house Amanda started digging through the bags. “Julie you weren’t kidding about wanting to do this. You think you got enough stuff here?” “Well I just wanted to make sure our bases were covered.” “Julie I think you made sure that you got all the bases covered. And not to mention two bags of diapers.” Julie stood there giggling to herself. “Ok Amanda let me see your diaper.” Amanda showed a funny look and then realized what she was talking about, “You show me yours and I’ll show you mine.” Julie busted out laughing. They both knew they were soaked and needed changing.

 

Part 6

The girls went into Amanda’s bedroom and placed a towel on Amanda’s bed. They looked at each other and Amanda said, “Ok who is going to be first?” Julie jumped on the bed and said, “I’ll be first.” Amanda started to giggle. “You are not showing any excitement or anything are you Julie?” Julie started to laugh, “No not me I don’t want to be changed I want to stay in these wet diapers.” Amanda reached down into the bag of Attends and pulled out six diapers, “ok Julie lets go with three diapers for each of us.” Julie showed a concerned look, “Amanda are you out of your mind?” “No I just want to try three diapers and see how it works.” “Amanda we know how it will work. But that is a lot of diaper to be wearing.” “Julie you told me that you wanted to try three remember.” “Yes but that was before I wore two of them and noticed how they swelled when they got wet. I will not be able to walk if you put three diapers on me.” “Julie lets just try it and see how it fits.” Julie took a deep breath and gave Amanda a nod and stated, “Ok Amanda I give up I will go with three diapers. I just hope that I will be able to walk when you get them on me.” Amanda showed an evil grin, “ok Julie lay down and let me change you.”

Amanda made quick work in getting Julie from two wet diapers into three dry ones. Julie was amazed at how fast and accurate that Amanda had her changed and into the three dry diapers. “Amanda how did you do that so fast?” “No idea I am just good at this I guess. By the way how does those diapers feel?” “They are thick for one. But they are snug and feel tight.” “Good that is what I want to hear now can you change me before I start to leak please?” Julie waited as Amanda made her way to her bed and she was in position on the towel. Amanda proceeded to show Julie how she worked with the diaper tapes. When Julie got the hang of it she was finished in no time. When it came time to start putting the clean diapers on Amanda she got nervous and started to fumble again. Amanda walked her through with the first diaper and when Julie had the diaper in place and adjusted she was pleased with her work. She then proceeded to put the other two diapers on Amanda. “Julie not half bad we just got to work on your speed and in no time you will be a diapering expert. Julie start to giggle, “now will you stay still so that I can get the slits cut in this diaper? I don’t want to cut you.”

When all was said and done the two girls looked at each other. Amanda was first to break the silence; “not half bad Julie we did have to adjust them a couple of times but you did get them tight. And you were right they are thick.” “See what did I tell you. Now you can say that I will be waddling when I am wearing three diapers but I do like this. They are thick.” Amanda tried to walk with out waddling and she found out that was not going to happen. “Julie we will be a waddling with three diapers on there is no two ways around that.” The girls started to giggle

Amanda and Julie waddled into the kitchen and pulled out two pacifiers and two baby bottles. The girls washed the pacifiers first and both popped them into their mouth and started to suck on them. Then they cleaned the baby bottles. They pulled the pacifiers out and let them hang from their keepers while they drank from the bottles. “Julie this is a little weird but I most defiantly like this.” Julie nodded her head in agreement. Within a matter of moments the girls had downed two bottles and were in the living room watching TV. Julie looked at the clock and noticed it was 8:20. “Amanda mind if I use the phone I was supposed to call Jeff at 8:30.”

 

“No go ahead but I would love to hear this conversation.” Both girls started to giggle.

Julie grabbed the phone and while she was dialing the number her stomach started to knot up and she got really nervous. As the phone rang Julie got more nervous with each time that she heard the tone. On the 5th ring someone picked up. “Hello.” “Jeff please.” “This is him.” “Hi Jeff this is Julie.” “Oh hey, hi Julie I just walked in the door.” Julie started to giggle. Amanda was on the other line listening to the conversation and kept looking at Julie making faces. Julie could do nothing but giggle. “Yes Jeff I am here it is just Amanda is making faces at me.” While Jeff and Julie were talking Amanda went into her room and called in the order for the pizza. She was told that it would be around 45 minutes.

She went back into the kitchen and found that Julie was still on the phone with Jeff. Amanda signaled to Julie that she had made the order for pizza and that it would be around 45 minutes. Julie nodded her head and continued to talk with Jeff. A few minutes later Julie hung up the phone and walked up behind Amanda and goosed her. She scared Amanda so bad that she wet herself. “Thanks Julie I really needed that now that I wet on myself.” Julie started laughing; “I am sorry Amanda I just had to do it. But thank goodness that you were wearing diapers or there would have been a mess.” Amanda started laughing, “you know you are right.”

The girls kicked back on the floor with their pacifiers and bottles. They looked like two three-year-olds lying on the floor watching cartoons. They both jumped when they heard the doorbell ringing. Julie jumped up and ran to the door and peeked out the window to see who it was. “Amanda were on there he is.” Amanda ran to the door and opened it. When the pizza delivery guy saw Amanda and Julie standing there he was caught off guard when he saw how they were dressed. He stumbled through the routine he could not believe what he saw. Two teenagers standing in front of him dressed up as babies. He was awe struck and did everything too keep his composer. When he received the money for their order he stumbled back to his truck still not knowing how to respond to what he had just seen. Amanda and Julie just stood there watching him and giggling. “Well Amanda I don’t think he will want to deliver here again. Did you see the look on his face?” “Oh yea that was one time in a million. That was a good idea Julie. He did not know what to think let alone what to say.”

The girls took the pizza and plopped down on the floor in the den and continued to watch TV. When the pizza was demolished the girls laid themselves out on the floor. “Amanda you wet yet?” “Yep already wet three times what about you” “Well I am going for the fourth time. I think I am drinking too much I am starting to wet like a water hose.” Amanda just lay there and giggled. “That was a good one Julie I am going to have to remember that. Amanda turned over and looked at the front of her diapers, “Well still yellow here what about you Julie?” Julie did the same and responded with the same response, “Yellow here too. Amanda it is going to take a while for us to wet through three diapers.” Amanda nodded her head; “you telling me I am starting to see that.”

The girls continued to lie on the floor in the in the den watching TV and clowning and joking around. They took turns in filling their baby bottles and just let their hair down and acted like 3 year olds. The girls played on the floor for a few hours until they were in need of changing and they made their way to Amanda’s room.

When the arrived in Amanda’s room they notice the clock said 12:30, “Julie am I reading the clock right does it say 12:30.” “Yes that it does. Where did the night go?” They proceeded to change each other as they did earlier. “Amanda looked at Julie, “Well you ready for an overnight stay in diapers?” Julie replied, “Well since we just got done changing and we did go with three diapers again I think that is what is going to have to happen. If not then it would be a waste of 6 good diapers.” Amanda heard that and busted out laughing. “Well you are right on that but Julie are we going to keep dressing like this all weekend or just tonight?” Julie thought about this for a few moments, “all I can say is that I have not had this much fun in a long time and I didn’t get two bags of diapers for nothing. Let’s just play it by ear and see what happens.”

Amanda’s daydream was broken off when she heard someone calling her name. She was dragged back to the present but that sweet voice. When Amanda realized where she was she composed herself and followed the voice. She walked into a giant nursery with over sized baby furniture. She noticed an older woman standing on the other side of the room, “Amanda you can put your stuff here. You will not need it for the rest of the weekend. At this time it is time for your weekend to start so if you will come with me we will get you dressed so that you can go and play young lady.” Amanda was awe stuck and did what she was told. As she followed the nanny her thoughts drifted back to that one fateful weekend and then she started to ponder on where this weekend would take her next.