Dr. Sheriden ushered us into her office. "Oh Robert, I can't tell you how happy I am that you have finally confided in us. You've made Diane so happy, and we think so much of her here. We intend to do the very best for both of you. Has the procedure been explained to you?"

"Yes, but I am still not sure I understand, are you really sure that I will HAVE to wear diapers from now on?"

"Robert I garentee you, when the valve is in place nothing you can do will keep you from wetting your pants. As for the procedure you will be awake the whole time and we will be happy to explain it to you! Do you have any questions?" Dr. Sheriden seemed quite pleased with herself.

"Will it... will it hurt much?" I was terribly excited, I had been leaking come into my pants all morning but I was still scared.

"Robert, we wouldn't do anything that would hurt you, you won't feel a thing, just a slight fullness. Diane have you decided which valve you want used?"

"Yes Dr. Sheriden, I would like him fitted with the SPR-HF valve set to 8 out of 10 please." Diane said smiling at me.

"A good choice, I think I can see why!", Dr. Sheriden said to Diane.

I wouldn't know till later that there were about 6 different valves that could be installed, each with its own unique function. (more on this later) The SPR-HF valve, or the sudden pressure release valve was designed to open at a certain preset pressure. In my case, the valve would be set to open when my bladder was approximately 8/10s full. It would remain open till the contents of my bladder had been emptied. HF, refered to the speed with which it would empty, with HF meaning high flow or emptying as rapidly as possible. Diane chose that valve over the others for several reasons. First, as she mentioned, she wanted me to be her diaper husband, not baby. That meant regular sex! Thats not possible with the some of the other valves which allow the bladder to constantly empty. Secondly, set at 8 out of 10 that meant that when my bladder did empty, there would be a large amount of fluid to contend with. In addition, since it would come out very rapidly because of the HF setting, it meant that I would always have to wear a rather thick diaper. That was a thought that pleased Diane no end! Lastly, because my bladder would not be full when it released, I would have no "warning" signs that it was about to happen and therefore could not make arrangments to be near a bathroom. That combined with the fact that I could not easily force the valve open by squeezing my muscles meant I was hopelessly dependent upon the use of diapers as long as the valve was in place.

"Robert, there are some forms you will have to sign before we begin the procedure. They're routine and needn't worry you", Dr. Sheriden said as she took several papers from her desk. "Just sign on the line on each paper."

"What am I signing? Shouldn't I read them first?" I said.

"There's no need Robert, I've discussed them with Diane already and she knows all about them, don't worry about them Robert, just sign. It's alright."

Dr. Sheriden had spent a great deal of time discussing them with Diane. I would find out later that the forms I was about to sign would change my life forever stripping me of most of my legal rights and assigning them to Diane and the Institute. One of the forms was my consent to an experimental procedure for correcting my "incontinence problem". Little did I know that my medical record would show that the procedure had failed and as a result it was recommended I wear diapers for the rest of my life. The second documment was a request for an extended "sick leave" from my current job to recover from and "an accident" I suffered at home. It was that accident that gave me my "incontinence problem" in the first place. Another documment gave Diane my "legal custody" as a result of my being disabled by the accident. What that meant was that Diane could now decide what was "best for me" and have control of any "treatments, hospitalization, or procedures" which she saw as helping my condition. The last was a commitment paper to the Institute for as long a period of time as be required to correct my "incontinence problem". Since my problem would be permanent, that would be quite a long time!. So unknowingly, I signed my life away to Diane and the Institute. My life would never be the same, but then in retrosect, I would not have it any other way. I was about to be "infantilized" and as such be permanently dependent upon diapers.

"Good, now all that is taken care of",Dr. Sheriden said as she picked up the papers I had just signed. "You can be assured we will see to all your needs, won't we Diane" she said as she winked at Diane.

After she collected the papers she went to a nearby file cabin, unlocked it, filed the papers and relocked it. "There, they will be safe here and we can process the forms this afternoon. Well, there's no reason we can't get started with the procedure. It won't take long once you are preped." Dr. Sheriden went to a counter in the office and returned with two paper cups, one containing three pills and the other water. "Here Robert, take these. When was the last time he wet his pants?" she asked Diane. "Well, I changed him about 3 hr. ago. I don't know if he has wet since". Diane reached over, put her hand inside my rubber pants and said "No he's still dry now, I suspect he'll have to go soon."

"Ok, Robert try to hold it till we are ready. Have you cleaned out his bottom today?", Dr. Sheriden asked.

"No not yet, I thought you might want to check so I waited."

"Robert, will you wait outside in the other room a minute. We'll, go to the procedure room in just a minute." Dr. Sheriden said as she pushed the intercom button. "Ann, would you please keep an eye on Robert for a few minutes till we come out".

"Certainly Dr. Sheriden, do you want me to nurse him? I'd love to, he's so cute." Ann replied.

Diane quickly shook her head no! Like most "expectant" mothers Diane was becoming jelous and wanted to reserve that pleasure for herself! "No Ann, that's ok just talk to him for a minute till we take him down to the procedure room." With that Ann came into the office and ushered me out.

"Well, Diane the moment is almost here! Are you excited to finally be getting your diaper husband."

"Doc, I can't tell you how wonderful it is, our love life is fantastic!"

"No need to tell me Diane, remember I have Timmy!", Dr. Sheriden replied with a pleasent, faraway look in her eye. Timmy was Dr. Sheriden's diaper husband and had been for 10 years. Timmy was the first "convert" the Institute had made. Her relationship with Timmy and the wonderful benefits it had brought her were what had convinced Dr. Sheriden to use her medical talents to help other maternalists realize their dreams. It was because of her marvalous diaper marriage to Timmy that Dr. Sheriden had contacted Mrs. Agatha Marc and they had started the Institute (more on the founding of the Institute in a future story).

"Has he asked about his future or how he is going to deal with things as a full time pants-wetter?"

"No, Doc and it worries me alittle. I really don't think he realizes what it means. I'm sure he doesn't realize that he can't go back to his normal life and job. Suppose he doesn't like it and wants to be normalized again? I really worry about it." Diane said figeting nervously in her chair.

"Don't worry Diane, we had the Psychology department look over all his records. They assure me that this is what he wants and that it's the best thing for him. Besides he's signed all the papers and legally can't get out. Remember it's all carefully laid out. The committee wouldn't have agreed to allow him to be fixed if they weren't sure he'd be happy forever here with you. You "expectent mothers" are all alike! You worry too much! We won't let him go now Diane. So lets go and see to the birth of your diaper husband.

With that Diane and Dr. Sheriden went into the outer office.

"Ann, will you process the paper work as soon as possible?" Dr. Sheriden said.

"Certainly, Dr. Sheriden" she replied.

"Good luck Diane" Ann said somewhat coldly to Diane. "Expectent mothers, what a pain. They're always so jealous! I just hope that I can get her place in the store. It's not fair, I've been here 4 years and still don't have my diaper baby yet! Maybe the committee will approve my request to "take" Tommy and have him reborn (more on this in another story).

"Everything will be ready in 30 minutes Dr. Sheriden".

"Thats good Ann, Thank you. Oh, by the way, why don't you start the paperwork for your transfer to the Store?"

"The Store?!?! Do you mean it? That's great...I mean certainly Dr. Sheriden, thank you, thank you very much!!"

"That's ok Ann, you deserve it!" Dr. Sheriden said smiling.

"Ah,, good luck to you Ann!" Diane said with a slight smirk.

"Oh, Diane, thank you, I'm sorry I was so, ....well....really, good luck to you and congratulations, he's so cute, I hope I find one like that.

I missed all this. At that point in time I was trying to figure out why I felt so sleeply and silly. Everything seemed so funny. "Diane, I feel strange. And I really need to go to the bathroom!" I said.

"That's ok precious, you're supposed to feel that way. You can wet soon! Just wait abit" Diane said taking my head to her breast and pulling me close.

"Well, we better get started then! Lets go to the procedure room and get your Robert fixed up right for you!" Dr Sheriden said while helping me to my feet.

I felt so funny that both Dr. Sheriden and Diane had to support me under the arms. "After this you'll take care of me and change me and make sure I have to wear diapers and, and, and make me wear diapers..." I started to babble to Diane.

"Yes dear, you can count on it. I'll be taking very good care of you from now on. You won't need anything. Everything will be fine. I'll make sure you always are wearing diapers, big thick, soft, bulkly diapers. Won't that be nice?". At that point we stopped in front of a door down the corridor.

"From this point on Robert I want you to be on your best behavior! We have a lot to do and we need your fullest cooperation." Dr. Sheriden admonished.

"Yes ma'am, I understand, and after this Diane will take care of me and diaper me and change me and take care of me and make me wet and will always force me to wear diapers and make me wet and....."

"Yes Robert, now don't worry, everything is going to be just fine. Right Diane."

"Diane, did I tell you that I love to wear diapers and to wet diapers and that you are one of the most beautiful woman I have ever seen and that I love you and that I want you to always make me wear diapers, even when I don't want to and that I love it when you change me and that you are the only woman I have ever had such wonderful love making with and...."

"Goodness you are talkative Robert. Well, you'll have to be quiet now when we go into the procedure room so that we can think about what we are doing.

"Yes ma'am" I replied, "I still feel very funny, and I really have to go potty, soon."

"Can I get some of that stuff to take with me?? He has never talked so much, let alone tell me all of this. I need about 20 lbs!" Diane joked to Dr. Sheriden.

"Well, we can give you some for special occasions but don't use it much. Here we are Robert, very soon you can go potty. Now be a good boy and go with Kathy and Monica. They have to get you ready."

We were now in the protocol room and as Kathy and Monica in essence carried me to what looked like a large shower stall, I had a chance to look around. The room was brightly lighted with a large and very strangely designed chair in the middle of the room. The walls were covered with a very pretty nursery print paper. There were two other woman in white nurses outfits laying objects on a small table near the base of the chair. I was taken to the shower stall and placed on a padded bench.

"Ok Robert, we have to get you ready for your procedure. That means we have to clean you everywhich way but loose. Have you pottied lately, heh?" Kathy asked me.

"Well, no Dr. Sheriden asked me not to and do you know I love Diane, the pretty woman over there, she makes me wear diapers and I love her and my diapers, I have to wear them cause I wet my pants, well I have to wet them now but soon it will all be natural, and I can't wait, ... I have to potty very bad and I love Diane and I love to wet my diapers, rubber panties really are great....." I kept rambling on.

"My, my aren't you the talker. Are you sure you didn't use too much Dr. Sheriden?" Kathy teased. "Ok Robert, we're going to take your diaper off but we want you to wait to wet, do you understand?

"Yes ma'am". They striped me down and lead me to the shower stall.

"Diane, does he potty in his pants?"

"No, we don't do that, we don't like mess" Diane replied.

"Ok, we won't diaper him then. Now Robert, we have to clean up your bottem. We need to do a very good job so we're going to do it two ways. Now bend over, grab that bar and spread your legs like a good boy."

"Are you going to put something up my bottem?" I asked excitedly.

"Thats right now spread your legs and relax." Kathy pulled on a long pair of rubber gloves and picked up some vaseline. "Diane, have you had him on adult food or baby food?"

"Adult food, but I've been cleaning out his bottem every morning", she replied.

"Ok, we better check for solid stool first". With that she began smoothing vaseline around my rectum. They she coated one of the gloves fingers with vaseline and gently inserted it into my rectum.

"Oh, that feels nice. What are you doing? I have to wet soon. Oh, oh I'm going to potty, careful, I can't hold it much longer careful, careful."

"That's ok Robert, just relax and let it come out. I'm going to take it away, its ok, now relax". And with that I pottied in her hand. Quite abit I might add. "How much have you been feeding him?" Kathy continued teasing Diane.

"Ok, Robert, I guess that takes care of the big stuff, now we need to flush you out alittle, so you can straighten up for a second." Kathy then moved to the wall and removed the nossle of a small hose. Monica placed a thick plastic pad on the floor of the shower. Kathy then attacted a second, smaller piece of tubing to the hose and proceeded to liberally lubricate it with vaseline. "Ok, Robert, please assume the enema position on the pad." Robert we have to make very certain that you are completely cleaned out. That means that we have to put the washing tube up very high in your bottom. It's well lubricated and will go in smoothly but you have to relax. Do you understand?"

"Yes, you're going to give me a high colonic enema right?" I said with a rather stupid smile on my face.

"Why yes Robert how did you know that?" Kathy said while looking at Dr. Sheriden.

"Ah,.. he will know quite a bit about it I would imagine." Dr. Sheriden replied.

"Yes I do, like the kinds of drugs you've been using and the feelings I am having, they're very nice by the way, and I even have some better ideas!" I said so proud of myself.

"That's wonderful Robert, I was hoping you would. Yes, we were hoping you would." She said and added to Diane "See, I told you he would be very valuable to us!"

"Now Robert, why don't you just cooperate with us and we'll have you fixed up in no time. That way you can start work in the laboratory very soon, ok?"

"Yes, Dr. Sheriden, I will" I said drunkenly.

"Ok Robert assume the enema position on that pad please" Then Kathy and Monica securely fixed my wrists and ankles to the pad with velco strips. There I was, hunched over the plastic pad with my bottem sticking straight up into the air. I has terriblly embarrassed but excited!

"Now relax Robert, you'll feel it moving up inside you so just relax and take it all in." Kathy then began slowly to push the enema tube up my bottem. She kept inserting it while Monica continued to lubricate it. Finally, all eight feet of it was firmly positioned up my bottom. There now that wasn't so bad was it?"

"No, that feels very nice! Thank you Kathy."

"Well, you're welcome Robert, my aren't you the polite one. Now, we have to inflate the balloon so that you don't wash out too quickly. You'll feel a slight pressure, ok?"

"Yes ma'am, I'm ready".