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The J-Birds in Diapers

Chapter 1: Learning to love diapers

Joshua and Jared were eight and six years old when their lives changed forever. They had, up to then, been living the normal life of two boys in the city when their mother made a decision that would affect them deeply.

Joshua and Jared had never 'lived' with their father: their mother had never married him. However, he adored them and they adored him, and they spent a lot of time together. When Jared had finally asked, at age five, why their daddy didn't live with them the way many of his friends' daddies did, his mother had explained that she and Warren were just good friends who had wanted children and decided to go ahead and have them.

Their life was different in another way too: their mother wore diapers. She had worn them for six years, ever since the hospital had made an error when Jared had been born. It didn't seem to bother her, and she had answered all their questions about it.

Warren, a lawyer, had sued for a lot of money, and Annette had won substantial monetary compensation as well as free diapers for life, which the hospital had to supply.

But to the boys, Annette was just Mommy, and Warren was just Daddy, and diapers meant nothing to the two of them... until one Friday when their mother sat them both down on the couch and explained about Napidale.

Napidale had been in the news a few months before when eccentric millionaire Wayne Raye had bought a huge tract of land and announced it was to be a 'diaper town'. Since he owned the land, nothing could be done when he began to build housing units - over a thousand of them - on this land. There had been the usual disgusted murmurs by various conservative and religious groups, but when Raye had refused to comment or stop the work, the antis had lost interest.

"And it's a place where wearing diapers is thought of as a good thing," Annette told the boys. "The houses don't even have toilets, just a small chute for the disposal of fecal matter. And there's a laundry on every block for the residents."

Josh, being the oldest, tried to get his brain around this concept. "A place for people who just wear diapers?"

"Yes, honey. Now here's the thing... I called them and I can get a house with part of my Settlement Money. It'll be great to be in a place where I don't have to hide my diapers."

"That's good, Mommy," Jared replied.

"Yes it is. But there's a problem. Everyone who lives in Napidale - in England they called diapers nappies, it's a pun - has to wear a diaper. Everyone." She looked at them apprehensively.

"So if we go, we will too?"

"Yes." But Annette would never have dreamed of tricking or forcing her children into diapers. They'd been easily potty-trained and had never shown any interest in diapers at all. "But I don't want to make you do that if you don't want to, see? That's why I'm asking you what you think."

"Will it make you happy?" Jared asked.

"Yes, honey, I think so."

"I'll wear one then," Jared said firmly.

Annette looked at Josh, who was frowning. "Josh? Stop frowning, the wind will change and your face will stay like that." When the frown lines were gone she asked, "Can you tell me what you think?"

"Well, I know that diapers aren't only for babies, but... I don't know, Mommy. I don't know if I can wear diapers all the time."

"Fair enough. If you two don't agree, we won't go."

"But I do want you to be happy," Josh added.

"I won't mess up your lives just to feel like I fit in, honey."

"I've got an idea," Jared said.

"Hmm?" Annette asked.

"We can wear diapers this weekend, to see."

Annette hugged her smallest son. "That's a great idea." She turned to Josh. "Josh?"

"Okay."

"Let's do it now!" Jared scrambled off the couch and went into the Changing Room. It was the room where Annette kept her diapers and supplies.

When Annette walked in, Josh in tow, Jared was already naked from the waist down and lying on the low bench that Annette used when she changed herself.

Annette got out one of her disposable diapers and, hoping that it would fit, slid it up under Jared. "I'm going to tape it closed, okay honey?"

Jared just nodded, so Annette taped the diaper on. It was a bit too large, but she taped it firmly and Jared said that it was fine.

"Your turn," Annette said to Josh as she took out another diaper. Josh slowly took off his pants and underwear and lay down, allowing his mother to diaper him.

"How's that?" she asked when she was finished.

"It feels okay," Josh reported.

They went back into the lounge, the boys now just in T- shirts and a diaper each. "This is our experiment, okay?" Annette said. "You don't use the toilet at all this weekend. I'll change you if you need it. But after this weekend, if you don't like it, I'll never mention diapers to you again."

The boys thought this reasonable, and agreed. They ate supper which their mother had made, watched Arnold kill lots of bad guys on TV, and then it was bedtime.

After brushing his teeth, Josh was about to make his usual detour to the toiler before bed when he realised that he didn't need to, so he went into their room.

The house only had three bedrooms - one for Annette (and Warren, when he came over), one for Changing, and one for the boys.

Josh crawled into bed and waited for Mommy to come and tuck him and his brother in. As he lay there, he couldn't help concentrating on how the diaper felt. It was bulky, but it was also soft and felt good. "How does your diaper feel?" Josh asked Jared.

"I like it," Jared confessed.

"Have you done anything?"

"No, but I really do have to go soon."

"So?"

"I want Mommy to kiss us goodnight first."

Just then, Annette came in. "How are my boys? Either of you need a change?"

They both said no, so Annette kissed them, tucked them in and turned out the light, leaving the door open just a crack because Jared was scared of the dark.

Josh lay there feeling his need to pee increase, but he didn't want to do anything until Jared had - after all, he was older. Finally, after what seemed a long time, Jared whispered across the room, "I'm gonna do it."

There was a brief silence, and then Josh imagined he could hear Jared peeing his diaper. "Jared?"

"I did it," his brother said in a small, satisfied voice.

"What does it feel like?"

"It's all warm and wet. I like it."

Silence. Then Jared spoke again. "You gonna do it?"

"Yeah." Josh tried to pee, but nothing happened. "Nothing's happening," he whispered.

"You gotta relax a lot," Jared advised.

Josh relaxed and thought of running water. There! He began to pee his diaper! Since he was lying on his back, the pee went mostly up and forwards, soaking the front panel. Some, however, went down towards the back. Josh couldn't feel much, so he stopped peeing and turned onto his front. As Jared had said, the diaper was all warm and wet. It felt good, so he continued peeing, soaking the front of the diaper.

"Does it feel nice?" Jared whispered.

"Yeah," Josh whispered back. "Let's go to sleep now."

He feel asleep easily, enjoying the new feeling of a warm, wet diaper. It wasn't quite so nice in the morning when he woke up, however. Parts of the diaper now just felt cold and clammy. "Eeeyuk," he opined.

"If you pee a bit, it'll feel like last night." Jared had done that, and was enjoying it.

"Okay." Josh began to wet his diaper again. It warmed up nicely, giving him a good feeling. Then he realised that he had to do something else, too. "Oh, no! I need to do a number 2." 'Number 2' was how their family referred to bowel movements.

"I already did mine," Jared said smugly from his bed. "It's all squishy." He made that sound like a good thing.

Josh had no intention of disobeying his mother's instruction not to use the toilet this weekend, so he figured he'd better just do the number 2 and get it over with. He couldn't seem to do it lying on his side, though, so he got out of bed and squatted. Finally, he unloaded his number 2 into his diaper.

"Lie back down," Jared advised. "It'll go squishy. It feels nice."

Josh shrugged and did as his brother said, realising that it DID feel kinda nice.

Just then, their mother came in. "Morning, boys." She kissed them on their foreheads. "Need a change?"

Two young heads nodded vigorously. This time, Josh lay on the bench and was changed first. His mother didn't make a big deal out of the smell, she merely cleaned him up, put the dirty diaper into a plastic bag and slid a fresh one under him. "How was it last night?" she asked.

"It was fine," Josh said, not wanting to let on that it had felt almost too good.

Annette asked the same of Jared as she changed him, and Jared didn't hide his enthusiasm. "It felt really good, Mommy. It was all nice and warm."

Annette smiled, and tickled him. "Good." They had breakfast: toast, eggs and sausage because it was a Saturday. The boys were excited because their father came over after breakfast each Saturday and played with them for a couple of hours. He'd then go off to play golf, but he'd return in the night with takeout for the family. Sometimes he even stayed over.

The boys were just finishing up when Warren's car pulled up.

"Daddy!" The boys got up from the table and rushed to the door.

"The J-birds!" Warren yelled as he came in and was tackled by two bundles of energy.

He lifted them up, tickling them, then put them back down. "Hey, Annette."

"Warren." Annette smiled. She turned to the boys. "Boys, your father and I are going to have a talk, okay? So you two go out back and play for a bit."

The boys went out, and Annette went into the kitchen to get Warren some coffee.

"So you did it," Warren said.

"Yeah."

"I know you wouldn't coerce them, but if they say no, you could still go."

"You know I can't do that."

"I'd take good care of them. I'm their father. You shouldn't lose your chance at feeling normal again," Warren said.

"Warren, we've had this conversation for six years. When you booked me into that hospital you had no idea what would happen."

"It's my fault."

"Do you want the boys to grow up normal? Is that it?"

"You know it isn't. Diapers don't bother me, you know that."

"I need to be with my sons, Warren. I love them very much."

Warren went over and hugged her. "I know." The boys were playing in their sand heap with some plastic cars. "I need to pee," Jared said.

"Me too," replied Josh.

"Let's do it together!"

"Okay. One... two... three!" Josh peed, loudly and volubly, into his diaper as his brother did the same.

They played for a bit more, then Jared said in a small voice, "I like wetting my diaper."

"Me too." Josh figured there was no point in lying.

"I liked it when Mom changed me."

"Me too."

"I even liked doing the number 2."

"Me too," Josh agreed for the third time, just as his father came outside.

"J-birds, I want to talk to you."

Two young faces looked up at him.

"Do you two want to go with Mommy to Napidale?"

"Yes," Josh said, then in a fearful voice he added, "You'll still come and visit us all the time, right Daddy?"

"Of course I will. You're my best boys. But I want to know if you mind wearing diapers."

Josh had drunk a lot of juice that morning, and he peed his diaper a bit more as he answered, "I don't mind, Daddy."

"Jared?"

"I like it," Jared answered, his six-year-old enthusiasm getting the better of him.

"Think you can wear them all the time?"

"I think so. It feels good," Josh answered.

"Okay." Warren ruffled their hair. "How about you come inside and I slaughter you in Space Wars?"

"Yeah!" Two diapered butts got up off the ground and rushed into the house. Because they were wearing diapers, the boys didn't feel like going anywhere in the afternoon. They stayed home, playing and watching TV and drinking juice and milk in larger quantities than they normally would have. Jared asked for his extra glass first, liking the feeling of peeing his diaper, and Josh followed suit.

By two p.m. they were both soaked. "Mom, I think I need a change," Josh called.

Annette came out of the dining room where she'd laid out her draughting equipment - she was a private architect. "You wet?"

"Ah huh."

"Done a number 2 yet?"

"No."

"Well, do you NEED to do a number 2?"

Josh concentrated. "I think so."

"Okay, well, let's wait until you've done it, then I'll change you." She went back into the dining room.

This time, Josh didn't squat. He merely leaned forward and pushed, filling his diaper with his number 2. "Mom, I did it."

Annette came back out. "Okay. Both of you into the Changing Room for a fresh diaper."

Josh and Jared bumped into each other on the way, so eager were they to get their diapers changed. Annette came in right after, shaking her head at the antics of her kids. She felt happy, too, because it looked more and more as though they'd be able to move to Napidale where diaper wearing was normal.

Josh was changed first, and as he lay there while his mother cleaned him up he decided to confess. "Mom, I like wearing a diaper. I didn't think I would, but it's really nice. I'll come with you to Diaperdale."

"Napidale, hon," Annette corrected as she slid a new diaper under him and taped it closed. "That's great. Jar?"

Jared got onto the bench so his mother could change him. "I like it a lot, Mommy."

Annette smiled. "You liked it right from the first minute, didn't you?"

Jared, being young, didn't get embarrassed. "Yeah! I never said anything before because it made you sad, but I always wanted to be like you and wear diapers."

Annette felt a little sad at that. "You do know that it isn't considered 'normal', don't you, honey?"

Jared nodded enthusiastically. "I don't care! I want to be like you and wear diapers! Please don't be mad!"

Annette finished taping Jared's fresh diaper on. "I'm not mad at you, honey. I'm glad we're all going to be together in a new home."

"Mom?" Josh was still standing in the room.

"What, hon?"

"Daddy will still visit us, won't he? He won't think we're babies now, will he?"

"No, no, your father has always been very understanding. And he loves you, you know that."

Jared got off the bench. "Will they let him in there if he isn't wearing a diaper?"

"Yes. He'll have to show ID and sign in and out, but they'll let him in, don't worry."

That set the boys' minds at ease. They asked their mother to show them the brochures she'd ordered which showed what Napidale was going to be like. "This is a typical housing unit," Annette explained to the kids, since Jared couldn't read too well yet. "It says that it has a kitchen with a dining room off to the side, a huge lounge area, three bedrooms and a Changing Room. And the Changing Room is all set up already!"

Josh looked at the page. "Does it have a bathroom?"

"Yes. One. It has a separate shower and bath, and two sinks."

"But no toilet!" Jared yelled happily. He remembered that his mother had said these houses did not have toilets.

"There's a guest toilet built onto each laundry, for visitors, but the houses don't have them."

"What about school?" Josh asked.

"There are three people qualified to teach school, it says here. They'll handle all the classes until we can get someone else. Maybe they'll get people from outside."

"Ones who don't wear diapers?"

"Yeah, maybe. It doesn't say."

"How much does it cost?" Josh wanted to know.

"I can use my settlement money to buy the house outright. It will be about $80,000."

"Is that a lot?" asked Jared. It sure sounded like a lot!

"Yes, it is, but the house has been specially built, plus everything is provided. Each family has their own washing machine and dryer at the laundry, and school will be free for the two of you if I pay that much."

"Will they change our diapers at the school?"

"Of course they will. Everyone at school will be wearing them, even the teachers."

The boys felt better about that.

"When will we move, Mommy?"

"Well, I was thinking that since you two decided so quickly that diapers would be okay, we'd pack everything up today and tomorrow and move on Monday."

"I'll start now!" Jared got up excitedly.

"No, no, wait, honey!" Annette called. "You'll need my help, or your dad's. Wait a bit. Come and sit down and listen to me."

Jared obeyed, looking up at his mother trustingly.

"Won't you be sad to leave your friends?"

Josh did look rather sad about that. "Yeah."

Jared shrugged. "I have some nice friends but I'd rather go with you. And wear a diaper," he added.

"Do you want to invite anybody over and explain?"

Josh shook his head. He'd miss his friends, but he didn't want to tell them anything about his new life. "I'll just call them on the phone later."

Annette gave her son a hug. "All right." She got up. "Well, let's get started. "We'll pack up the non-essentials first."

"What are nongestenshals?" Jared asked.

"Non-essentials. Things we don't use all the time."

"We can't pack the diapers away, then!" Jared chortled.

"Indeed not," their mother laughed. They spent the rest of the afternoon packing up toys, most of their clothes, their CDs, and all their mother's nicknacks. In that time Josh peed his diaper, and Jared did his own number 2. However, they didn't say anything because they were having quite a lot of fun sorting out what went where, and dealing with packing tape and bubble wrap. They were resting on the couch (watching TV counted as resting) when Warren came in from golf.

"Hey, J-birds, Annette. You look tired."

"We've been packing things up. The boys are coming with me."

Warren smiled. "Well, here's dinner." He began to unpack the carry bags on the coffee table. It was their custom to watch TV, eat and enjoy being a family.

As he sat cuddling Annette on the couch, Warren realised there was a smell... He knew it wasn't Annette because she watched her diet carefully and he knew what she smelled like. "Someone did a number 2," he said.

"I did," Jared said, uncaring.

Annette began to get up. "I'll..."

"No." Warren stood up. "I'll change him. I do still remember how. Come on, J-bird."

"What about me?" asked Josh.

"Do you need changing too?"

"Well, I'm wet," Josh said.

"Really wet, or just a little?" Annette asked.

"Just a little."

"Well, let your father change Jared now. I'll change you at bedtime."

Josh settled back to continue watching the movie.

Warren untaped the diaper. "Phew, J-bird! That's some smell!"

Jared just giggled as his father cleaned him up, fetched another diaper and began to slip it under him. "You like having your diaper changed, don't you?"

Jared nodded. "I like everything about diapers."

Warren got the diaper on and taped it securely. "Do you know that in Napidale they're going to ask everyone to wear cloth diapers?" Warren had read the brochure thoroughly.

"Why, Daddy?" Jared asked as he got off the bench.

"It's cheaper to launder diapers than buy new ones all the time."

Jared was still a bit young to be able to get this. "Will cloth diapers feel better?"

"I don't know, J-bird. Maybe."

They went back into the lounge where Annette was explaining the same thing to Josh. "... when these get finished."

"What, Mommy?" asked Jared.

"I was telling your brother that when this supply of disposable diapers is finished, I'll go to the hospital and get cloth ones, and plastic pants for us."

"What are they like?" Jared asked.

"They feel more snug than disposable diapers, but they leak. That's why you need plastic pants."

The boys nodded. The family watched another movie and played Pictionary (to help Jared improve his spelling, Annette said) until bedtime. Warren promised to come over the next day and help with the packing of larger items. The boys were happy at the prospect of seeing their father again so soon. "Are you wet yet?" their mother asked as she came into the bathroom while the boys were brushing their teeth.

"Nnmmm," they answered, which Annette understood clearly as "No," being a mother.

"Okay. Get into bed when you're finished, and I'll come in and kiss you goodnight in a little bit."

The boys still wanted to make their nightly toilet detour, and had to remind themselves that it was no longer necessary. They got into bed.

"Do you need to go?" Jared asked.

"A bit," Josh replied.

"You know what? I'm not gonna go now," the younger brother declared.

"Huh? Why not?"

"I wanna see if I maybe end up going in the night, while I'm sleeping."

Josh thought this was a good idea, but he didn't confess it to his little brother. He just grunted in approval as he waited for their mother's nightly kiss.

"You two okay? Need a change?"

"No," they answered in unison.

"Okay," their mom said, kissing each child and tucking him in securely. It was a bit uncomfortable trying to sleep while needing to pee, but both boys had decided to see if it happened in the night. And it did, to one of them.

Josh woke up to Jared's voice saying, "Hey, it worked!"

"Huh? What?" Josh asked, not being completely awake.

"I peed when I was sleeping. My diaper's all wet!" Jared said excitedly.

Josh remembered now, and concentrated. Unfortunately, his diaper was as dry as it had been before he fell asleep. "Darn. I didn't." And it was now dawning on him that he *really* needed to pee. He was halfway out of bed, intending to go to the bathroom, when he realised yet again that he didn't need to. He got back into bed, pulled the covers up and lay there, able now to relax and pee his diapers easily after having gotten so much practice.

"Are you peeing?" Jared asked.

"Yeah," Josh said, concentrating on the enormous feeling of relief he got after having unconsciously held it the entire night. The warm pee filled his diaper and made him feel really warm and good.

"Is it time to get up yet?" Josh asked when he finished wetting.

"The small hand is on the nine and the big hand is on the two," Jared said.

"So what time is it?" Josh asked. He could tell time easily and wanted Jared to be able to as well, so they could show off for their mother.

"It's two past nine," Jared said.

"You mean ten past nine," Josh laughed.

"But the big hand is on the two," Jared said, confused.

"You'll get it, honey," came their mother's voice as she came in. "How are my boys this morning?" Annette never called them her 'J-birds' as Warren did. That was his name for them, not hers. He'd wanted to name Josh "Jay", but she hadn't liked the name. She had consented to give them both names that *began* with 'J' instead.

"I wet my diaper in the night," Jared said proudly.

Annette wasn't sure she wanted him to be proud of that, but she nevertheless responded to his happiness. "Really? Good for you." She turned to Josh. "And you?"

"No, I peed mine this morning," Josh replied.

"That's fine, honey. Let me change the two of you quickly and then we can have breakfast." Breakfast was cereal this time, with a muffin each afterwards, and milk. "When is Dad coming over?" Josh asked around a mouthful of muffin and milk.

"Close your mouth while you're eating," their mother automatically corrected. She waited for Josh to finish chewing his muffin and ask again before replying. "He's coming at about eleven. We're going to pack up all the big stuff. He's hired a moving van for us. Uncle Dan next door will help us get the furniture in." Dan was their neighbour; he and his wife sometimes babysat if Annette and Warren went out.

"When are we moving, Mommy?" Jared asked.

"If we get everything packed up in time, tonight."

"Can I have some more milk, Mommy?" Jared asked next.

"Are you thirsty, hon?"

Jared nodded, even though that wasn't the reason he wanted more milk.

Annette got up. "Josh? You also want some?"

"Uh... yeah." Josh knew what his brother was doing. After all, they'd both done it yesterday.

They got their extra glass of milk each, but it took a while before they needed to pee. In the meantime they packed up everything that needed packing. All that was left out in the end was their supply of diapers.

Warren arrived later than expected, at around 2.30, but still ready to help with the move. By now both boys were really needing to go, but they had held off because it was still fun for them to get desperate and then pee. Josh realised, being older, that if they continued to use diapers all the time, they would eventually not even have to think about it. So he wanted to enjoy his control while he still had it, and Jared went along with it, seeing who could wait the longest before wetting his diaper.

Eventually, though, Jared couldn't wait any longer. Their father and Dan were packing their beds into the van, and Jared went out back and sat on the small bench that was built into the wall. Josh followed, knowing what was coming. "You gonna pee now, Jar?"

"Yeah."

"Me too." Josh sat down next to his brother and they deliberately filled their diapers. "Did that feel good?" Josh asked.

"Uh huh."

"Are you sorry we're moving away?"

"No, I want to be somewhere where I can wear diapers and not care!" Jared chortled.

"Me too." Outside, Dan and Warren spoke about the situation. Dan had seen the boys in their diapers, but having been warned by Warren not to say anything, he had refrained. "And you really don't mind Annette doing this to them?"

"No. They're fine."

"Look, I know Annette can't help it, but these are two normal, healthy boys. You're gonna turn them into freaks, you know."

Warren sighed. "Look, I love Annette, always have. She's unhappy that she had to hide her problem from most people. This place is the best thing for her. And try as I might, I can't even think about depriving my sons of their mother."

"Maybe it would be better."

"No. She loves them, and she needs this."

Dan shrugged. "It's their life. I just hope they don't end up resenting the two of you."

Warren sighed. "Me too, Dan. Me too." After everything was ready and Dan had left, Annette called the manager of Napidale to let her know that they'd be arriving later that night. It was all arranged.

Since all their stuff was packed up, Warren called for pizza for supper and they sat out back on the stone bench and ate it. "You boys ready to go?" their father asked.

The boys nodded.

"You wet?" asked Annette. "I think we could all use a change before we go."

"I'll do it," Warren offered.

"Sure?"

"Yeah. I've done it before."

Once again Warren found himself changing his sons' diapers. "Looking forward to seeing the new place?" he asked as he taped a new diaper into place on Jared.

"Yes, Daddy. Mommy said there'll be other kids to play with, other kids who wear diapers!"

"That's right," Warren replied as he began to change Josh's diaper. It didn't take long. "There you go. Good as new. Now let's get out of here so your mother can use the bench."

They wandered back outside, and the boys strolled around the garden, saying an unconscious goodbye to their old home.

Soon, Annette came out. "Everything ready?" She hoisted the last bag onto her shoulder.

"Yes!" chorused the boys.

Annette put the bag in the front seat with their other odds and ends, and the boys squeezed into the back seat next to piles of towels, bedding and curtains. Warren, of course, got into the moving van.

Napidale was only a few miles out of town, and it wouldn't take long to get there, but on the way Josh had a sudden urge to wet his diaper. He didn't say anything to Jared, he merely peed. But then he heard a muffled sound, and caught a naughty look on his brother's face. Jared was peeing his diaper as well!

Somehow, it was appropriate that they arrived at their new home in freshly peed diapers.

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