Prologue: I am a 34 year old lesbian RN who works in a clinic in Nevada.
I am very guarded about my lesbianism so as not to alarm anyone in this
homophobic world in which we live. Thus, no one at the clinic knows of
Also, nurses are taught in college to avoid becoming intimate with a
patient. Thus, I am very cautious about showing physical affection
toward a patient or acknowledging sexual remarks to me, usually from men
since I am very feminine looking. I am 5'7", 130 lbs, 36C, 24, 34.
Strawberry blond hair just past my shoulders and green eyes. I am often
complimented on my looks.
However, I did let my guard down one time with a very attractive female
patient who was in for a standard physical. I don't believe she knows of
my orientation, but I succumbed to her offer. Here it is:
A lady about my age and in very good physical condition has been a
patient at the clinic for many years. I have been administering her
annual physical for about the past five years. She is married and has
two children. During her last physical exam, she complimented me on my
gentle technique. I thanked her and continued with the exam. When we
finished the pap smear and it was time for her to stand on the floor and
bend over the table for the rectal exam, she mentioned to me as I was
my finger into her anus that the physician who used to examine her
before I began was very rough and caused her to dread the exam,
especially the rectal exam. Then, to my surprise, while I was still
inside her rectum, she told me how she has really come to enjoy the
rectal exam I do. I thought to myself that this is just another woman
who becomes physically excited by the stimulation of the nerves in the
rectal area. As I was pulling out of her, she stated that she has had
fantasies about my giving her a rectal exam for the past two years. She
turned to me and must have noticed the surprised look on my face. She
for being so frank, but she felt that she must tell me. She wanted to
know if it was wrong for her to think this way. I am normally a very
composed person. But, she caught me off guard. I must admit that I loved
giving her a rectal exam because of her sheer beauty. But, I could never
jeopardize my medical career and make such a statement. I just muttered
that it is somewhat common for a patient to become attached to a
caregiver, especially if the caregiver is gentle, as she said I am. But,
what she then said really floored me.
She thanked me for the enjoyable rectal exam and then asked me if she
could relate another fantasy to me. I said sure--I can keep a secret,
especially since we have a confidentiality agreement. She told me that
it is her fantasy to give me a rectal exam right after I give her one.
She wanted to know if she could carry out her fantasy now.
I must have turned beet red. She again apologized and said she was only
wondering. Here is this beautiful women standing in front of me with
nothing on but a bra and she wants to get sexual with me! I told her
that her fantasy was fine, but it put me in deep professional jeopardy.
She told me that she figured that much. And, that is why she would agree
to tell anyone, if word ever got out about this, that I was just
teaching her about rectal exams. This sounded far-fetched to me, but I
must have shown some sign of thinking about this idea. She then assured
me that this would only be between us since she could never tell her
and since she knew that our relationship should stay professional.
Something in her voice convinced me that she was sincere. So, against my
better judgment, I agreed to let her rectally examine me.
I asked her if she wanted to put her panties back on. She said that her
fantasy required her to be in the same nakedness as when she got her
exam. I took her to the counter and showed her the rubber gloves and
lubricant. She took a moment to put the glove on since they are tricky
to put on for the first time. She then put a generous amount of
lubricant on her index finger and smiled. She looked at me with a gleam
in her eye and stated that she was ready for the exam.
I walked over to the exam table and slid my pink scrubs to my ankles and
then, to give her an erotic show without letting her know it, slowly
slid my white panties off my hips and to my knees. I bent over the
table. She instantly noticed the dimple I have in my right buttock. I
swear that every women I have ever been with falls in love with my
dimple. I must admit that it does look sexy, even to me in a mirror.
Anyway, this gal had been paying attention during my years of giving her
a rectal exam. She gently opened my buttocks with her left hand and
gently pressed her right index finger into my anus. As she slid in, she
to me that this was the first time she had ever been inside a rectum.
She had never even fingered herself. She could not believe how tight it
is. She worked the finger in and out. I had a hard time not wanting to
cum because anal penetration feels great to me. But, soon enough, she
was done. I stood up and pulled my panties and scrubs back on. As I
turned around, she was smiling from ear to ear and pulling the glove
off. She cooed a thank you to me.
I asked her if she wanted me to complete her physical now. We did. She
did not mention anything of my rectal exam until we were done and she
was dressed, ready to leave. She thanked me and assured me that this
would be our secret. I went home that evening concerned about what I had
done. But, that was eleven months ago and nothing has ever been said. I
guess I am safe.
I must admit that I have a wonderful memory of not only my exam on her,
but also her exam on me. We will see what happens when she comes back
for her next physical at the end of summer.