I am looking into the prospect of becoming diapered 24/7 as it will happen again eventually when I get older in 20-40 years from now or, if my disabilities or medicalcondition gets worse.
But I am also looking into it because I don't want to fight my body anymore as it's telling me that I shouldn't have been out of them in the first place, I am also looking at the prospect of finding an adult baby nursary/Abdl daycare group, perhaps abroud on holiday in the future where I can safely regress and be like a child once more without the stigmas which come with wearing diapers.
This isn't to do with any fettish as I hate that word/terminology it's more to do with getting over psychological trauma from year's of being a victim of bullying and being tortured both mentally and physically by those I had thought where my friends, who I had nothing against but reality they had everything against me.
Sometimes this world is cruel and sad and I am unfortunately unable to fight for myself in certain circumstances due to my learning disabilities and from PTSD symptoms that make me want to curl up and quiver not something that's nice.
This is why when I seek regression sessions from a trained psychologist I will also be wearing diapers/Nappies if the set Abdl nursary has that service or trained professionals as I genuinely need help from time to time.
But going back to the subject at hand yes I would like to become a baby/toddler again and re-set the damage done as a result from the above mentioned trauma.
And this would include wearing them 24/7 and being cared for like I should have been for allot longer than I was because I wasn't fully ready to grow up so fast,
And if this seems like it left me immiture then yes I see that from your perspective, however due to my learning difficulties I was different from other children or people of similar age and didn't seem to grow up at the usual pace and it's because of this looking into it on Google
I now fully suspect have a psycollogical condition called Peter-Pan Syndrome or PPS as it's known nowerdays something that wasn't fully understood in the 1980's or even until recently.
Although I will try and see a trained professional psycillogist to verify this and to speak about the next course of action, not that I want to get myself sectioned for being crazy it's just I need someone to talk with who will be non judgemental and listen to me rather than brush it all off like previous people have done.
Anyway that's enough about me, and my psychological challenges.
Yours sincerely
Chinababy888.