My mother took enemas quite often herself. I saw her throught the bathroom-key-hole with her big chest. She needed it for self-enjoyment. My father was not into. So she punuished me as a little boy. I hatet her hand and the supp., she put it deep in my butt and held it there for long time, my body naked on red rubber.It was strong punishment,especially the red bulb with rhizinusoil. Later I needed to lay and feel the rubber ,thinking of the enema and the stokes on my mothers wet rubber Apron.Later in my life I had to masturbate,give myself enemas on and totally in Rubber,still now I do sometimes. anne,I am so happy I can write you this in my bad english,to tell you how hard it is to have no loving partner. You understand me ?
Now after 58 years I am so happy to found those people in Amerika on this wunderful board and you beloved Anne.I write with one-finger-system,but I want to tell you so much more. So,after all this strange feelings in the last years my Joyment is more and more to administer strong punishment enemas with very warm,nearly hot water. She has to lay down on rubber and in transparent rubber-gown,giving me the backside willingly. Than I talk to her,what is necessary. I want her to answer her with yes I WILL,yes I NEED IT! She must be very shy and excited in anticipating the punishment. I have white and red Rubber-Apron on,two Rubber aprons always. After long mental preparing, with strokes on her popo and tied up as a enema-slave she gets what she deserves. I open the flow. She squirts perhaps by feeling the hot water coming into her deepest intimacy, her warm and beloved belly. I give her my cold rubberh and at her belly and close her breathing for a while by my other hand.