This has been a fantasy of mine for a couple of years ...so glad that I finally found a website that addresses both of my interests (among others, LOL).
I remember getting an enema as a young girl, about age 8 - 10 maybe? It was by my mother and grandmother (both!) ....I had eaten too much candy and had a tummy ache. They made me come into the bedroom where I was made to undress in front of them (no big deal) and lay on the bed ...as I remember it, I was laid on top of a cloth diaper spread out ...hence my fetish with diaper today, I guess! ... I remember it was a bulb type of enema, perhaps even a douche ..is that possible? .... I today can still feel their hands spreading my cheeks , one of them holding my ankles wide, a hand on my back, and a nozzle sliding up far, far into my bottom and the feeling of the warm water flowing in. They filled the bulb three or four times, and I think that I even was made to expel into a bedpan ..... not sure why that would be. But maybe that is my mind remembering that.
I think that was the beginning of my sexual awakening, with my private parts exposed and rubbing up against the soft cloth diaper......sometimes at night I take a diaper to bed with me and masturbate with it. OK, so there, I've told more here than I've ever told anyone else.