First I want to say hello to everyone, its nice to se that there others out there like me, and that I am not some kind of freak.
I have a good memory for things and can remember my childhood. I am coming up towards 70 and childhood (UK) was through the 1950s then some things were more common than nowdays.
I remember, cant remember what age but pre teens, I had not been to the toilet for a couple of days.
I went into the house and my mom was very mysterious about something in a saucepan, and told me that auntie something or other from up the street was going to see me.
When auntie whatsit came she looked at what was in the saucepan and said it was OK. I was then taken into the bathroom and told to drop my short trousers and pants down.and bend over the bath. My mom brought the saucepan in and I felt something being pushed up my bum.
After I was told to pull everything back up and I was not allowed to the toilet for some time. I cant remember what it felt like though, but I found out later in life.
Obviously it was a bar of soap in some warm water that was in the saucepan being softened up.
Well, I have had a goood life and lots of women, and some very good sex, but never with a parner what I really crave for.
Am I odd or onto something that others are missing.
I use peeled lemons, cough mixture, and the good old soap, usually with abut plug. I also have fetish for clear plastic. Happy reirement!
The suppository is pure heaven, its like an orgasm that lasts and lasts, I have stopped careing now about whether i am a freak or not as life is a one way journey and I am now on the back end of it.