This happened about three years ago so I would have been 26 or 27. I'd been living in in Canada for a year or so and had already found a Doctor in my area that I was happy with and had seen her only a few months earlier for my new patient exam.
Whilst I had actively sought a female Doctor, there is no way of knowing whether she was old or young, pretty or not. I lucked out; Dr Victoria Harper was in her early to mid thirties, conservative looking with light brown shoulder length hair with bangs, quite a pretty face with frameless glasses, and whilst you wouldn't describe her as thin, she had a perfectly good body.... 5'7" and probably 135 lbs. She was wearing a smart brown pant suit; the best way to describe her was a silghtly bigger Sarah Palin.
Whilst I have always had a thing for medical things and female Doctors in particular, at the same time I had always put off going to the Doctors; a combination of being genuinely scared at the prospect of their being something seriously wrong with me, embarrassed at being asked to undress and worse being seen to have an erection and having the Doctor think i was wasting their time.
This time was different though; I was in a new country where nobody new me and I genuinely had a couple of complaints that had been worrying me for sometime. Since a teenager I had suffered from what I presumed was IBS, I'd get crippling stomach cramps, constipation and diarrhea which was sometimes nothing more than a clear mucous. Then my grandmother died of Bowel cancer and I began to worry again, especially when I saw blood on the toilet paper. Quite unrelated I also had a concern regarding erectile dysfunction. Despite being an attractive tall and slim guy I had never had a girlfriend and was still a virgin. I had recently been 'putting myself out there' a lot more but had been concerned by my lack of ready erection. Nerves I felt must have been playing a part but still, it was concerning me.
So I built up the courage to make an appointment, albeit for a made up less embarrassing ailment! The day arrived and I was nervous and excited in more or less equal measures. I knew by the symptoms I was presenting, that there would be a high chance that I would be asked to undress at some point and I was petrified that I may get an erection at the most inappropriate time but I went through with it and turned up at the clinic. There are maybe ten Doctors at this clinic and about the same number of examination rooms and support staff. As I sat waiting, looking at the TV I had a pretty good view down the corridor and towards a number of exam rooms. I saw babies being weighed and all the usual stuff but no dream peak at a hot girl being examined!! After what seemed like an eternity, a nurse came down the corridor and called my name. As i got up almost shaking at this point I smiled, acted as confidently as I could and tried making nervous chit chat as she took me down the corridor and into the room where she told me to take a seat and the Doctor would be in shortly.
After rolling out a new paper cover over the examining table, she left the room and closed the door behind her, leaving me to sit there and contemplate what might be about to happen. I had at least ten minutes of this contemplation as I sat and surveyed my surroundings. It was a small room with the exam table against the far wall in partially reclined mode with the usual blood pressure and ear/mouth/eye scope equipment on the wall, my chair along the left hand wall, and the Doctor's table opposite on the right hand wall complete with computer monitor and little else. On a shelf next to the door was a box of latex gloves and some tongue depressors. On the wall were colorful drawings designed to appeal to children. It was clearly a 'pool' exam room rather than any particular Doctor's. Finally I heard a knock on the door and in walked Doctor Victoria Harper, different to how I had remembered her but no less attractive and very friendly.
"Hello Ricardo, good to see you again" she said smiling as she sat down at her desk.
"How are things at school? How are you dealing with the Canadian winter?"
"oh you know, I'm getting there" I replied nervously.
"So you have a problem with your knee?"
"uh no.....I uhm was kinda too embarrassed over the phone so I made the knee thing up to your receptionists"
"Oh, well you know, you can just tell them that you would rather not say; they only ask so as to know roughly how long to make the appointment for. But anyway what is bothering you?"
"well two things equally embarrassing."
"Go on......"
"I saw blood on the toilet paper the day"....
"How long has it been happening, was it just once or...."
"no, I have seen it before but not very often"
"was it a bright red color or darker?"
"yea pretty red"
"Okay, how about bowel movements? Do you ever have diarrhea or constipation?"
"yea i have both quite a lot" I said, feeling my face going red..."and sometimes I just get this slimy clear liquid come out...."
"Okay, how long has this been happening?"
"Off and on since I was a teenager, I was never that concernd by it until my Grandmother died of bowel cancer last year and now its got me worried."
"Right, well I will tell you now that at your age it is very unlikely that it would be that but.....anyway what was the other problem?
"uhhhh, its uh like ...sexual"
"right..."
"yea like I'm worried about erections......I don't even know, I haven't actually had sex....but I was with a girl recently and felt I should have been getting.....you know....like hard...and I didn't and now I'm all worried....I'm not sure if it was because i was nervous or what but....yea"
"Are you in a relationship with this girl?
"no"
"well you know, when you find the right person and are in that caring relationship, you will probably find that it isn't an issue."
"yea...I guess"
"Do you have nocturnal erections....do you ever wake up with an erection?"
"uhh....yea" I said sheepishly, but by now kind of liking this questioning!
"and when you masturbate, are you able to achieve and erection?"
"yea normally"
"Okay, yea I think it is probably just nerves. You know also that you should always practice safe sex and use a condom if you are to be having sex with people outside of a committed relationship don't you?"
"yea sure"
I sat there quiet, as she typed something in to her computer.
"OK, going back to the first thing, like i said, I think it very unlikely that in a young man your age, it is anything more than a case of hemorrhoids, however with your family history I would like to do a rectal exam......now we can either do it now or you can make an appointment to come back and do it another time.....its up to you?"
Feeling a little less nervous now and realizing this was my chance to have a pretty Doctor give me a rectal exam, I didn't want to blow it and so I said in a shy and uncomfortable manner "no, today is fine". I got the impression she was giving me the opportunity to book an appointment with another (male) Doctor.
"you are okay with that? Okay. You know, while we are at it I will quickly do a genital exam as well just to rule out any obvious physical problems there, okay."
She got up and put the examining table backrest flat and opened a draw beneath it and got out a blue cotton sheet.
"Okay, if you could just take all your clothes off below the waist, I will be back in a minute....uh you can use this to cover up" handing me the sheet.
As she closed the door it began to sink in....i was about to experience what I had always fantasized over and yet it was happening so quickly. I knew that I couldn't dwell on it since that would for sure bring on a very much unwanted erection. I also knew that she wouldn't leave me waiting anywhere near as long as before and so I had better get ready quickly....i didn't want to make it anymore awkward by her coming in while I was half undressed. As i felt the cold around my butt and private bits I could feel things happening down there.....please no, not now....I quickly unfolded the sheet and wondered what to do with it. I desperately wanted to avoid the 'tent scenario' and so I decided to wrap it around me tightly like a skirt and sit down....this way it may keep the erection down a little and make it less obvious when she walked in.
No sooner had I sat down on the paper covered table, did she knock again and come in, quickly closing the door again before her. Aware that I probably looked a little gay sitting there with a light blue cloth wrapped around me like a thigh length skirt, i stuttered
"I I I didn't know quite what to do with the sheet thing so I just...
"oh yea whatever, it isn't important, it will be coming off soon anyway".....she replied matter-of-factly.
She turned back towards the door and reached to the shelf next to it and started putting on the latex gloves, and with every visual and verbal cue I could feel my erection pushing harder and harder against the tight sheet.
"Have you had a rectal exam before" she asked from the other side of the room while she finished putting her gloves on 'SNAP'
"Uh no never" I replied quietly and very shyly as she picked up some KY and walked over to me.
"Okay, well it shouldn't really hurt, it may feel a little uncomfortable and you may get a feeling of fullness, kind of how you feel when you need to go for a bowel movement but otherwise its no biggie....but before we do that lets do the the genital exam first shall we, so go ahead and lie down flat on your back and loosen the sheet"
(Thinking back I wonder whether she did this as an attempt to save both my and her blushes. Doing the genital exam first before i had a chance to get erect from the rectal exam, just in case I was to get turned on by the rectal exam and then have to have her examine my penis in an erect state?????? I don't know????)
Anyway that turned out to be academic because as I was lying down and loosening the sheet she was busy lubing up her finger!
"Oh you know what"....she said ever so slightly flustered...I've just gone and put lube on so why don't we have you roll over on your left hand side and we will do the rectal exam first."
I gave out a nervous little laugh and did what i was told, being careful to keep the by now loosely draped sheet over me. Within seconds she had lifted and folded the side closest to her; i was now totally exposed to her.
"Okay, and if you could just bring your right leg up towards your chest for me....."
"Okay.....good....."
I felt my cheeks being opened by her gloved fingers
"now to start with I am just going to take a look at the anus and area around it looking for hemorrhoids or anything suspicious that may be causing the bleeding......okay, and if you could just bear down for me as if you were going for a number two..............okay, well that all looks fine....I'm now going to insert my finger so if you could bear down again for me......good.
I felt the cold lube on her gloved finger as she pushed against me and with very little fuss or effort she was in.....I'm not sure if it was reflex or intentional, but initially I tensed my muscles around her finger and grabbed it tight....she stopped pushing and said
"just relax....keep baring down.....that's it......"
Once in I could feel her sweeping around 360 degrees and i could see in the corner of my eye her whole body moving a little as she did it.
After a few seconds she withdrew her finger...
"Okay good, well I didn't feel anything but I do just want to take another quick look so stay like that for the moment."
Still facing the wall, I could hear her opening a closing a drawer and bringing out something metallic sounding.
Okay Ricardo, I am going to be using this small instrument to take a closer look inside to see if there are any hidden hemorrhoids that I couldn't feel."
I turned my head a little to see the shiny metal instrument she was holding. It was indeed small, no more than a few inches. As i turned my head away I could see her smearing lube on to it.
"Now you may feel a little more discomfort this time but again it shouldn't hurt but if it does be sure to tell me okay?"
Again I could feel my cheeks being pulled apart and then this feeling of cold hit my bottom
"Okay, bear down again for me just like last time but keep baring down until I say" she said in obvious reference to the 'grabbing incident earlier!
Again it slipped in with surprising ease, but then with no warning I guess I farted. It wasn't intentional i had no idea it was coming but this echoey windy/liquidy sound came out.
"oh god, I'm sorry" I said as I could feel my face getting red and hot.
"No not at all, its just air releasing...perfectly normal and natural"
Initially I felt convinced it sounded like more than just air but I took her word for it...
She went silent after for what seemed like an eternity, as she kept stopping then turning this instrument around. Any excitement I had been feeling had now died away and i was just lying there contemplating what a strange situation i was in with an attractive girl focused on my bottom not saying a word. Finally I could feel her taking the instrument out.
"Okay, all done" she said as she laid the instrument out of sight and began to take off her gloves"
As I began to roll over she remembered and said
"oh, lets just quickly do the other exam"
Immediately after throwing the other gloves away she put on a new pair and walked back over.
"Just lie back again for me" as she once again uncovered the drape.
I was no longer hard and she immediately began to feel my balls, rolling both between her fingers. I could immediately feel the beginnings again of something happening down there but it never really did. She then moved on to my penis and began examining that for a few seconds, pulling the foreskin back a little as well as lifting it up towards my abdomen. Although slightly bigger than usual it was by no means erect.
"Okay, all done....you can get dressed again and I will be right back" as again she disposed of the latex gloves.
As I got dressed and waited for her to return I began to think about what had just happened and it wasn't quite what I had fantasized about. Yes it was exciting but it was also very embarrassing and really quite clinical.
When the Doctor returned i had gotten fully dressed again and was still sitting on the now very crinkled paper. She sat down at her computer.
"Okay, Ricardo,well I didn't find anything obviously wrong with the rectal exam.You were clearly quite impacted and there was a lot of mucous. Now that could be a sign of Irritable bowel syndrome which I strongly suspect that you have. However the fact that you are seeing blood does concern me a little. Now being as you are clearly constipated the obvious cause of that blood would be hemorrhoids however I couldn't see anything today. Now that doesn't mean that you don't have them .......uhhhm I think just to be safe i would like to refer you to a specialist where they can have a closer look. Now on this referral I am going to recommend that they scope you..........
As for the uhhm genital exam.....I could see nothing physically wrong. Everything appears to be fully developed and so I am confident that it is probably just a nerve thing which should go away. What I can give you though, if you would like to try it is a sample pack of a drug called Levitra....and a pack of condoms....!
I have written an account of my experience with the GI specialist elsewhere on this site. As for the levitra, well i has mixed results....