Hey everyone,
First post, long time DL. Maybe the second post ever over the past 10 or so years I've been a member of various communities around the web. Lurking is my business, and I do it well. Posting...not so much.
Well now, let's get to it...
First off let me say that I am fortunate enough to be in a long term relationship with a girl that's also into DL/humiliation/bdsm. We take it pretty far, both very attentive and understanding of boundaries and everything is agreed upon in advance. She's the driving force when it comes to humiliation and diaper messing ideas. Her greatest thrill is to unexpectedly be forced to use diapers for their intended purpose. We've experimented with supps, delayed (frozen) and standard, Enemas, some laxatives like dulcolax etc.
They are all great, and neither of us has experienced any of the awful cramping we sometimes hear about. There is discomfort, for sure, but that's usually part of the punishment. Nothing crippling.
We have tried castor oil aswell and she loved it. The look on her face when she trusted what she thought was going to be just a fart 2 hours after ingesting 2 tablespoons in orange juice...hah! Amazing. She's really into the whole loss of control thing. Both physically, as in being restrained, and just practically not being able to stop from soiling herself.
One of our fantasies is that this is going to happen to her unexpectedly. When she want to be little she wants unexpected accidents as far as possible. We have experimented with me giving her drops of laxatives without prior knowledge, and sometimes she's been almost taken off guard. However, they arent nearly as sudden as castor oil. Neither are suppositories. There is much more of a "I'm going to have to go soon"-feeling associated with those than with Castor Oil.
In the punishment BDSM setting they are the preferred choice. But for sudden, unexpected loss of control nothing beats castor oil.
Now then, to the point.
As I'm sure most of us here who have been around for a while know. Castor Oil can taste terrible. Taken by itself it can activate your gag reflex, and personally I have an extremely hard time getting it down. Mixed in orange juice (cold orange juice, btw. I've seen people complaining about OJ not doing anything for the taste and I bet you it's because it's not cold enough. Half a glass of chilled OJ, 2-3 tablespoons of castor oil and stir for about 30 seconds. Take a deep breath, drink it all in 1 go and then wipe your mouth with a serviette. Then another gulp of OJ to get the remaining taste out of your mouth. Thank me later.) it's fine but still very noticable.
I'm wondering, is there a way to actually properly disguise both the taste and texture of castor oil somehow? So as to make her not realise she's having any of it. Pherhaps chilling it, mixing it in something else. Maybe some chemist around here could let us know? 😃
I wish to reiterate. We're both willing to do this, we like the humiliation, we want the messy side of things (though preferably properly contained in a diaper). Can you help?
Alternatively - is there a laxative which has the same sort of "oops - effect" that castor oil has, and could be administered without the sub's prior knowledge?
I am terribly sorry about the awful formatting. English isn't my first language and posting definately isn't something I do often. If you want me to clarify anything, please let me know.
Have a great day!
L