Tommorow I am meeting with a man who I have been seing for a little while for some mild bdsm play. He has said in the past that he was going to give me an enema and I think tommorow is going to be the day. I have every emotion possible about it. My biggest concern is the expulsion, I have always been very private in my restroom needs, and the thought of him seeing me do that is the most scary,exciting,humiliating thing I can imagine. How do others handle this part of the process?