As a teen and sometimes into my twenties I would get the occasional urge. I used to be able get my lips around the head if I inverted against a wall or the back of the couch. the problem was that the prize always came at the same time as the orgasm, so the kinky thrill was kind of subdued. At that time, I sometimes considered what it might be like to experience another man's cock and juicy orgasm. These thoughts (along with all of my other kinks) never disappeared but kind of went onto cold storage after I got married and had children.
Recently there are two factors impacting my craving to revisit the phenomenon. First is my recent experimentation with prostate stimulation. My pre-cum emissions are increasing in volume and I follow my instincts and capture it on my finger and straight to my mouth. I tastes great and makes me feel very "self sensual".
The second factor is - last year I had a full mouth extraction and now wear dentures. The entire process got me seriously thinking about what it would feel like to receive a "gum job". I can only imagine it would be like a gift from heaven. Feeling so strongly about it - began to realize that being a denture wearer myself, I now had the power to bestow that gift if I chose to - so reenter the thoughts about servicing another man's cock.
When I sample my own salty pre-cum I like to rub it on my gums - the feeling is very arousing. I'm pretty sure the next step will be to sample a full load. The only thing stopping me right now is I'm not very confident in my ability to achieve a suitable position. the idea of collecting it in something then putting it in my mouth just doesn't have the same appeal as taking it directly from the source.
Who knows? I only know that I'm really enjoying myself now that I've opened up to revisiting all of my kinks that have been locked away for the past 30 years. Since joining this site to learn more about enemas - it has liberated many memories about other kinky practices I used to love. I can't wait to see what memories surface next!!!