MY childhood Doc. Play opinions?

My first CFNM Doc game was at the age of maybe 5 or 6. It has left a lasting impact on my life.

I am from india Andhrapradesh, nrought up in delhi. I was with my mom and we were visiting her home town, We had a large hose and portions were rented out.

There was an older girl, Her name was Madhuri or something and another girl whose name i do not remember but i think she was my age or younger, we were playing around and i don't now how we ended up playing doctor in a closed room. First it was routine tummy poking and stuff, then in an instant i was lying down with my pants down and my small infantile penis played with by Madhuri with other girl watching, she pulled,twisted and squeezed me. the rest is a blur. We continued to play this game! for a couple of more days. My mom got to know about it and told me it was bad thing, but i liked it and continued to play with myself the game.

And so I have played with my penis every night from then on till now imaging i am being examined by sweet sexy doctor(Female) while sleeping alongside my brother and my parents.

i am 23 now and still cant sleep without masturbating at least once at times even i am traveling. I am ridden with guilt and and embaresmet at being found out that i have been masturbating since childhood.

SO IF ANYONE has a suggestion as to how i can stop or if anyone is interested to do something about it please do tell

You shouldn't feel guilty because you masturbate, it's a natural occurrance.

There are many who began at an early age you're certainly not alone.

I'm calling bullshit on this one.

You are much too familiar with with medfet, the lingo, sites on the internet (you got here and I'm sure numerous other places) plus at your age, you're too old to plead being guilt ridden about masturbating. Just about everyone on the planet does it.

Nice try. 😈

I respectfully disagree. There are plenty of people out there that have been indoctrinated into the masturbation = bad myth. This mental abuse can screw up your life.

Maybe THIS poster isn't kosher, but this thread might help others.

Rockdoc,Jds4 thanks,Switch thank you also for your view, but unfortunately the story is true and for years i had do deal without understanding a guilt. now i understand what i am doing but the embarrassment remains and it is effecting my ability ti talk to women.

And with regard to my age and the whole everyone on the planet does masturbation, my answer can only be that please visit India and try talking to say 27 or 30 year old Educated Indians and i will eat my words if anyone will readily accept to talk about sex forget masturbation openly. Also this is a country where people are expected to remain celibate/virgin till they marry.

so sorry but it is real and now i am trying to deal with it or get some one to share my fantasies.

so sorry but it is real and now i am trying to deal with it or get some one to share my fantasies.

If you can´t find people to talk to about your problem, then the next best things are to start reading as much as you can about it (serious books of course) and/or also join forums like these where, in lieu of face to face conversations, you can at least interact in a fashion with others.

One of the recurring themes for people who have an enema or a medfet interest/obsession, was their difficulties in coming to terms with it. And so very often you read how people were so relieved and heartened to find others on forums like these who shared the same interests, and how doing so made things ever so much easier and less guilt-laden.

Jds4 what do you mean by kosher? in relation to this thread?