How he got me to wear a diaper.
We've been dating like 7 months. We've known each other for years.. I'm a sex fiend with daddy issues 😂 Apparently he's had this fetish for quite some time (damn near 13 years) he even had diapers stashed away even though I was his first sexual experience. Just this week we had decided to do something semi spontaneous to keep the sex life up.. We planned a trip to the mall to have sex in the bathroom.. Before we left he claimed to have forgotten his hat/wallet.. I was already in the car so I stayed put. He comes back outside what felt like 10 minutes later with a bag from my recent trip to the mall and it was tapped up. I asked about it nonstop the entire ride to the mall, with no luck of finding out what was in it. we get to the mall do the shopping I wanted to do and then go to the bathrooms.. They're a family style bathroom with two toilets, a sturdy baby changing shelf and two sinks.. He whispers in my ear to go into the last stall. Leave the door unlocked and he'd be in shortly. I mind my ps and qs and do as I'm told. Eventually he comes back in and we have sex. Amazing. Perfect sex. And for the first time in a very long time he went down on me. As we finish he tells me to stay put. I'm assuming that his juice is about to leak out of me and he wants to make sure I don't get it on my dress so the whole world doesn't know what we did. I had forgotten about the bag at this point. He comes back with his hands behind his back.. "What's my baby laying on" "the baby changing table" "close your eyes" he then pulls the diaper out and places it under me.. He puts it on me and makes me wear it through the mall to the car and the whole way home. In my head I'm thinking this has got to be some fucked up joke.. He wouldn't let me out of my diaper until i peed in it. (A very difficult task mind you) eventually I gave in because I desperately had to pee.. He's in love with this fetish. He just bought like $200 worth of diapers online tonight. But I'm not sure I can continue. I don't feel right doing it. I feel like it's demeaning and it truly hurts my feelings. I love this man with every ounce of my body. He's my whole world. My soul. I know this is part of who he is. But do any of you fellas know how I might be able to either communicate my feelings to my daddy or get over them?! Please help!
You guys need to talk! You need to let him know your feelings on this. He's got to be wondering how you feel about wearing the diaper anyway. You also should keep in mind, there needs to be compromise in a relationship, a give and take on both parties. If you talk about it, and express your feeling, maybe you can reach a common ground. Establish ground rules on what you will do, and what you don't like. For an example, maybe you could wear a diaper for him, but only at home, or in privet.
Hope it can help you out, good luck!