When I was quite young, around 10 or 11, I had an enormous desire to have the older widowed woman next door administer an enema to me. I had seen the enema apparatus in her bathroom. I'm not sure of the circumstances, but I admitted my desire to her older son and then became petrified that he would tell his mother. I never knew if he did, but I was quite scared that he would.
Has anyone else had similar experiences?